Gone are the days of asking where do we see ourselves in five years and now it’s all about what are you doing to follow the excitement speaking to your heart. This concept is difficult considering we’ve been programmed to think about what our future holds while your level of education dictates the amount of your success. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I don’t care how much schooling you’ve had or how many frames you have on your wall, a degree is a piece of paper. It’s your behavior and how well you treat others that tells me how intelligent and evolved you are.
This new way of living isn’t fully upon us yet, it is for me however, as I am being made an example of which explains why I have no idea what my next steps are, I just know from the depths of my soul the best is yet to come. I know that if I continue to follow my heart while discovering new passions my steps will unfold in a timely manner. All I have to do is keep moving forward with integrity and honesty and the purest of intentions and the universe will continue to have my back.
I have to believe that with every fiber of my being, which isn’t hard to do considering the amount of evolutionary progress I’ve achieved since the day my mom left this playground of a planet. My moms transition was a gift, and act of devotional love and sacrifice that was set in place before I was even born. The fact that I actually chose my mom is just as beautiful. She too was a bringer of light in this transitional time, she was my light and my way forward.
Speaking of moms I went to Margaret’s funeral yesterday, she’s mother to one of my best friends Big D, we’ve been friends for almost thirty years. His mom passed away and yesterday we celebrated her life in Long Beach. I did a little healing myself, it’s a process that never goes away when you lose someone you truly love but it does get less difficult with time. I was feeling the loss of my mom as I was sitting in the sanctuary staring at the casket.
She let me know she was there though, that’s for sure and what a spectacular moment that was. One of Big D’s cousins was at the mic telling a story and when she was wrapping up she was saying that everyone in attendance in the audience was ‘special’ and in that moment I felt like she was talking directly to me. It’s difficult to explain the way it made me feel and how I knew but when she said we were special she may as well have said I was special.
In the exact moment she said it, and as I was feeling it, up in the right corner of the balcony of the church a light turned off and then right back on. I thought it was somewhat obvious but I looked around and I don’t think anybody else noticed. It was in that moment I knew my mom was sitting right next to me. Well, I know she’s chillin’ in my light body but in that moment she made herself known. It was exceptionally cool and super sweet because it was also in that moment that I had the vision of a little pillow she had made. It reads You’re Special. I’m special because I’m different.
I don’t know exactly when she made it and she didn’t give it to me directly but when I was able to go through her things after her passing it stood out to me, spoke to me if you will, as if it was meant for me on my journey. I hung it in my car when I was living in it and now it hangs in my house but it was that vision that solidified to me Big D’s cousin was speaking directly to me. It was beautiful. She made that little angel too, or maybe it’s a fairy, either way it’s adorable and they hang together just like us so thanks mom.
Many of us are coming into the resonance of our multidimensional selves which is exactly why we’re here, we came to cocreate a new earth of community. The old systems are slowly crumbling and eventually gone will be the days of separation and illusion driven by a masculine energy. Humanity’s future is birthing a new and higher consciousness nurtured by the divine feminine rising from the ashes of polarity. Speaking of polarity, it’s been showing up a lot in my reality, as far as symbolism goes. I mentioned it when I wrote about the concert and I’ve been seeing it literally everywhere which tells me to pay attention because there’s more to it than meets the eye.
Way showers, empaths and anchors of love are the midwifes of this rebirthing process working simultaneously across dimensions with souls seen and unseen. Every random act of kindness, every act of devotion, every healing hug or inspired creation aids in lifting the frequency of love that’s blanketing the planet. There’s a lot unfolding that our physical senses just can’t quite perceive yet as the veil continues to thin while timelines continue to cross.
Although we can’t see it the shift is happening and for many of us the walls that separate our multidimensionality are also beginning to crumble pushing us further and further into the 5th dimension. Multidimensionality isn’t just a concept it’s our inherent nature that’s been lying dormant for millennia. We exist in many forms across many realities and the struggles we’re experiencing lie in the limited perceptions that’ve been trained in the density of duality.
Time is speeding up and is no longer linear, truth is no longer fixed and our identity as a single being is no longer sufficient to hold our expanding awareness. We are beginning to remember that we are vast beings of the universe and that we are eternal and we are connected. By embracing unity consciousness we diminish our limited awareness and faulty belief systems. Yes the world appears divided and it is but that’s because the illusion of separation is the final act of the old paradigm.
Now is the time to dig deep as these theatrics unravel because what looks like drama and chaos is actually the beginning of clarity. Love is the answer. The radical soul deep love that see’s through the illusions and remembers oneness, the love that holds space even for those who are lashing out in fear and confusion. During this transition it’s this type of love that’s a powerful force, the most powerful love of all.
As the old soul front runners we do our part by being the calm in the storm, by choosing presence over panic and by responding rather than reacting. We are the light in the shadows making decisions with an open heart and choosing to be in the state of love every day while anchoring peace in our bodies. It’s a tall order but that’s what many of us signed up for and I for one am doing my best to maintain my frequencies and vibrations. It’s not always easy but I’m doing the best I can.
When we hold space for love we not only change lives but we send out that vibrational ripple into the collective consciousness that lifts timelines and heals generations. We create new paths with every footstep we take for those who walk behind us. I’ve been reminded that these times will not break us, they will make us as we assist in this birthing of a better place. This isn’t the time to retreat in fear or anger, it’s the time to rise up with compassion not only just for others, but for humanity as a whole.
We are not here by accident, our light was brought here for a reason, our presence is part of the plan. We are always a breath away from our highest self, our ancestors, our guides and galactic family. They walk not only beside us but within us, they are the voices of remembrance that echo’s in our divinity reminding us we are loved, we are seen and we are part of the big shift I call the Great Awakening. I am a bringer of Light and an anchor of Love.
Namaste