I was watching Darias J. Wright on Next Level Soul and he said something that clicked. He said we create our own reality. That is something I’ve heard many a times and is even something I like to say but I didn’t truly understand what it meant until he also was talking about victimhood and destiny. That’s when it clicked…we create our own reality because we come to this planet with a blueprint.
Everything is destined or predetermined. Sure we have free will but if we stay in divine flow then everything will work itself out the way it was intended, positive or negative because remember we are here to have experiences and we grow the most when we experience hardship and loss. I am practicing the art of divine flow right now and have been for a couple months.
I’m following the signs as well as divine flow and is why I quit my job, went on my road trip and am now in the middle of the biggest (financial) trust fall. Right now I need to just be knowing I’m taken care of and my (predetermined) lifeline will be thrown when the time is right. My job right now is to be living in the lackless land of love and abundance knowing I’m good and not allowing any doubts to creep in because doubts will kill your dreams faster than failure.
I wasn’t going to share this at first because I figured it was between me and my invisibles but it now has become clear that it’s exactly what I’m supposed to do. The other morning I was skating the boardwalk and I saw a young(er) guy digging through the dumpster looking for cans and plastic bottles. The first feeling I had was compassion because while I never rummaged through dumpsters I know what that desperation feels like. I will do my best to never lose sight of where I came from or how far I’ve come.
My next thought was I know, I have some cash in my backpack that I keep for emergencies or whatever else. If you ask me my invisibles put that thought there because I’m learning. I haven’t touched it for a long time so not even knowing how much it was I grabbed it all. I’ll be honest too when I saw that there was a ten I went back and forth a couple times. You have to understand one of the lessons I’m in right this second is not feeling lack. If I were to only give him the six singles and keep the ten, I would be saying to the universe that I feel like I don’t have enough when clearly I have more than this guy.
When I came back around to find him, I rolled past him initially and didn’t pull out the money until I had the chance to stop, I figured I’d catch him on the way back. I didn’t see him when I came back around but figured it just wasn’t meant to be but at least my intent was there and that’s what really matters. I continued skating only to come across another kid doing the same thing so I seized the opportunity and stopped to give him the money.
I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone so genuinely appreciative. He said thank you and told me how nice I was, my response just came outta my mouth but the best part was I feel like he listened intently to every single word. All I told him was, “know that you are loved by energies you cannot see”. He told me again how nice I was as I rolled away but it felt really good. I wanted to tell him it wasn’t me really, I was just doing what I was told, but I kept that moment between me and my team.
The next thoughts that were going through my mind was how that was meant to be. Had I stopped and turned around when I saw the first guy, I wouldn’t have given it to the second guy and my intuition was telling me it was meant for the second guy, not the first, for whatever reason that doesn’t even matter (to me). It goes to show how it was already orchestrated in the ether if you will and everything happened exactly the way it was supposed to, and with divine flow.
It also explained why I woke up at 3am to just ‘quiet my mind’ that morning, went back to sleep and was out skating an hour later than I normally am which just says to me again that it was all meant to be. I’ve mentioned before there’s a scene in Benjamin Button that explains everything I just did but with a different scenario, but again, it’s confirmation for me along with another moment of clarity that everything happens for a reason and most of our lives are already mapped out.
Knowing this information now allows me to wake up each day knowing I’m taken care of and will be taken care of because I already mapped it out with my Higher Self, my guides and my angels before I arrived. It’s also 4:44 in the morning right now. I get a lot of inspiration before the sun comes up and the birds have a chance to sing. Not always and not even super often but enough. I love it though, I like going to bed early, I feel more productive in the mornings anyway. Have a wonderful day.
Love and Light