Sad to say I can now add another beautiful soul to my list of loved ones who have transitioned to a better place, my Uncle Steve went Home last night. It’s awesome how God’s grace works because I was sitting alone in the nursery waiting for infants to arrive when I was nudged to check my phone. Grateful I had about ten minutes to feel the loss and grieve in that moment of solitude. Even more grateful for the four babies that soon there after arrived to fill my heart with joy again.
Ever since my mom transitioned I have learned and experienced so much, and about the afterlife that it has given me a different perspective when it comes to death. When I say transition, I mean literally transitioned because they’ve simply gone from the physical plane to the spiritual plane. I firmly believe they’ve gone Home. It’s where we all come from and where we all return to thanks to our soul. Well, most of us anyway, others come from other planets and clusters but that’s a post for another day lol. The hardest part about death is the wake of sorrow it leaves behind for the loved ones who mourn the loss and will surely miss those who have lived out all that was meant to be in this lifetime.
It gives me comfort to know he’s now healthy, happy (he was always happy), and has now been reunited with my mom, his big sister, his parents, Nana and Popo, his brother Gary, nephew Nathan and all the other important people who transitioned before him. I’m so proud to say I have another member of my brigade who is now watching over me and guiding me and will protect me throughout the rest of my journey.
I am saddened that I wasn’t able to see him before his time was up however when I search for the positive which I have to find in every situation, my positive is it wasn’t meant for me to see him in the state in which he was before he left. I appreciate God for holding me back because I was supposed to go last week but my tooth kept me from going and I’m grateful for the fact that I now have the awesome memories that I do have and I don’t have the memories of him being in a comatose state in which he was barely responsive. I’m also grateful for the group phone call speaker phone style I had a few days ago with my cousin Chelsea, Aunt Lori and other family members where I was able to tell him I loved him. Deep in my heart I knew it was the last time I’d have the chance to say good bye. So for that I say thank you.
What a great heart my Uncle Steve had though, it was so big, he was the best uncle anybody could ever ask for and I cherish the times spent with him. We laughed together, we cried together, we partied together and had countless deep conversations about the unseen realm. I can say with confidence that I had a very special relationship with my Uncle Steve, you’d almost think that I was one of his daughters because we were so much alike, we even had the cops called on us lol on one of his last visits to Colorado.
It’s not forever it’s just for now and until we meet again. So much love and gratitude for an amazing uncle, brother, dad, son and husband. I love you so much. You’re already missed. Besos.
Love and Light