As I am still “underground” and living under God’s roof for right now I know in my heart and soul it’s EXACTLY where I need to be. With no distractions (very few anyway) and much solitude I am able to focus on my spiritual studies and continue my ever-evolving strength, courage and growth. The amount of information I’ve already learnt seems insurmountable yet I’m proven otherwise as some days I feel like a completely different person from who I was the day before, it’s pretty crazy cool. I mean, when I think about who I was only two years ago, I’m blown away when I hear myself say (out loud) things like, “oh no thanks, I don’t drink.” Or do drugs. Or eat meat. Gobsmacked, really.
I do know there’s been some growing concerns about my whereabouts as I went from entrepreneurism to radio silence so I just want those who know to go to my blog (that’s why I created it) to also know that I am perfectly fine and actually haven’t felt happier in my life. My freedom is a value I had no idea would mean the world to me as I got older and that solitude would bring about so much change and prosperity. And it’s still just the beginning.
Don’t ask me what my plans are for the future cause I don’t know exactly because quite frankly I am no longer in charge here lol. I have free will, sure, but at the end of the day God’s in charge and I’m finally learning how to truly listen. Finally lol. But that’s exactly what faith is all about and trusting 100% in God, Jesus, my Angels, the Universe, Divine, Spirit and Guides and, most importantly, MYSELF. I’d be fibbing if I said I didn’t struggle from time to time as I’m still learning to let go of control, trust my intuition and have the hardest damn time quieting my monkey mind but I am and always will be a work in progress and at the end of the day I have everything I need and never feel the lack. My Angels have my back and never disappoint.
If you told me I was about to embark on this journey from the night my mother passed I would probably have paused to really think about it because it’s a lot. Like a lot a lot. If you told me the amount of loss and heart ache I would have to endure (from the day I was born even cause that’s when my journey really started) I may have even passed. But then if I was also told how much soul evolution would take place, reaching new levels of consciousness not fathomable, and all the magical things I would encounter and feel from a world unknown to most I wouldn’t have hesitated, not even for a second. I am grateful I didn’t hesitate and will be forever grateful as I continue to trudge forward no matter what challenges make themselves present that I still need to learn from and triumph. And the fact that I continue my path regardless of what others think and how much I would have to lose and “suffer” because of it just shows my courage and strength and allows me to finally feel proud of who I am and who I am still becoming.
Spiritual boot camp is what I like to call it. It’s far from easy, sometimes really uncomfortable accompanied by both tears of joy and tears of despair and not to mention lonely but at the end of the day it’s all for purpose, it’s all for the love of humanity and my desire to truly help those in need especially because of what’s to come. So again, it’s exactly where I need to be and honestly there’s nowhere else I would rather be because the amount of blessings I feel like I already have leaves me with the feeling of completeness and just having the concept of “Oneness” is a feeling that’s truly indescribable.
So please…no fears, no worries, I’m good. I’m in my little cocoon incubating the transformation of a lifetime just waiting to emerge as a beautiful butterfly my mother is going to be so proud of. So proud. Thank you God, thank you Angels, thank you all for blessing me with this amazing journey. Attitude of Gratitude forever and always.
Love and Light. Fearless Aries baby.