And just like that a business is born, the baby I came here to birth in this lifetime. If you told me six years ago I was going to leave the beautiful state of Colorado to come back to California, live in my car for a year, and then spend the next few years having my patience tested in every way possible, forced outside all my comfort zones while pushing all my buttons, I would’ve said no thank you, I’ll pass.
But then again, if you told me I was going to transcend life itself and build a business because of it (fated) which is something I’m sure was crystal clear before I incarnated, which has to be one of the reasons why I even chose this path, then I’m sure I was like okay I’ll do it, knowing it’ll all be worth it in the end. Because when the storm has cleared, I will be a completely different person. Different but the same.
This is pretty wild and to be honest hasn’t really sunk in yet. I’m still in the I’m not sure whether to shit or shine phase for the simple fact that this now opens up a whole slew of other doors I’m still mentally preparing myself for. It is, however, an incredible realization that I own my own business.
Never in a million years would I have labeled myself a business owner, but then again I didn’t know I could be considered an artist until four years ago either so hey, anything really is possible, the sky really is the limit and I really am soaring. This is amazing. It can also be a little nerve racking as I didn’t go to school for business and am walking through this, I would say blind, however, I have a team of invisibles who are right here with me and guiding me every step of the way.
The most important of course is my Higher Self, that invisible aspect of divine consciousness that knows what’s happening before it happens. My Monad, my inner goddess, my me that I’ve reconnected with and continue to build my connection with. I feel as though I’ve been channeling my Higher Self for some time now, if you want to use that word. I’ve more or less taken my hands off the wheel so to speak and feel confident in the sense that I trust myself, I will know what to do and when to do it. Everything is unfolding exactly how it’s meant to therefore I go with the flow.
With this new direction my life is now taking I know I’ll be spending more time at the library and researching in general how to run a business considering those were classes I had zero interest in when I was at RRCC. I’m not even sure what my business is all about yet, I just know this blog and brand is officially mine and that feels pretty good. I leave the rest to the universe and trust that it too knows what it’s doing and knows exactly where this path is leading. The insights will show up, the resources will arrive and the momentum will continue because they always do.
It’s funny, I texted my buddy Tony G in Colorado, my right hand man when it comes to friendship and technology and was taken aback with his response. I was still awestruck when I said I don’t even know what Fearless Aries is selling yet and he texted back with…
Now, if I didn’t know any better, I’d say Spirit had a hand in this response. Tony did a little channeling himself if you ask me. We all channel everyday without even realizing, it’s what we do subconsciously when we let the divineness of our beings that’s at our core lead the way. But I was like, oh my goodness, what’s tranquility? I’m familiar with the word tranquil but did a little refresher course on what exactly being tranquil means. It got me excited to know more, that’s for sure.
Tranquility by definition is the state of being calm. It’s a state of peace and quiet. Spiritually speaking it’s a deep inner calmness and freedom from agitation. It’s achieved through connection with the divine and alignment with core values which can be accomplished through practices such as sacred stillness (as I now like to call it, aka meditation) and living life as the best version of you possible. The ultimate goal is mental clarity and contentment despite any external clutter or chaos.
That’s when it really clicked. Now I understand why I’ve had all my buttons pushed and have had to experience everything under the sun around testing my patience, not to mention my faith muscles. It’s why I’ve had to transcend so many uncomfortable situations and conditions. All the mastery talk now makes even more sense, I also have a better understanding what the new human is all about, one aspect anyway, and that’s tranquility. Being present, free from worries about the past, present and future, and finding harmony within oneself, and with a higher purpose. When there’s purpose in one’s life, there’s also peace. It feels amazing because finally, I have arrived.
I went to write down my password for my new business portal in my special password spot and flipped right to a page that I had written down a message from Archangel Jophiel, the angel of wisdom, beauty and creativity. It’s the only message of the sort in my little book and I wrote it down back in 2021. It just goes to show how spiritual messages and guidance truly are timeless as it makes just as much sense today as it did back then. The fact that I randomly wrote the date is even better.
Let’s not forget that these messages, specifically mine from Archangel Jophiel, randomly showed up in my emails one day and did so every week for about a year. I saw it as messages from my mom considering she had recently transitioned and I desperately needed to hear from her. My mother was all things beautiful, smart and creative just like this angel, she was gorgeous from the inside out with such a loving soul so losing her was like losing a big part of me.
This was way before I knew she was gonna go right back into my soul as all our passed on loved ones do because our souls are multidimensional. But at the time these messages of encouragement showed up right when I needed them and then went away when I was at the point where I was strong enough not to. They helped keep me going.
I never questioned where these emails were coming from, for me it didn’t matter, deep down I knew they were sent from a place to help me get through a very difficult time, emotionally speaking, in the very beginning of my journey. I lit up like a Christmas tree every time one showed up in my inbox. They brought me comfort in ways only my mother could provide. Spirit has a special way of communicating and it comes in so many various means and I couldn’t be more grateful to be open enough to experience them all.
Wow, this is almost unbelievable. There is a bird I also associate with my mom, the Mourning Dove. I heard it first when I was living with my dad after returning from Costa Rica, or at least that’s when it was really brought to my awareness. I thought it was an owl at first but later discovered it was a dove. This bird has since been a sign for me that it’s my mother, it shows up in the most random places. Sometimes I see it and sometimes I don’t, I hear it right outside my bedroom right this second. Six or seven coos later and it’s gone, just like that. Simply magical, thank you Spirit, thank you momma, and now I need a tissue.
That was so unexpected. This is exactly why I believe in magic, not to mention constant healing. By shedding a few tears right now, out of sadness for the temporary loss of my mothers physical presence, I healed a little bit more. But I also know she’s right here with me and she just literally proved it so with that said I move on with the joy of knowing I will see her again. Pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice. Here’s the message from Jophiel aka my mother aka my Higher Self because we are all One…
As you walk in close harmony with me notice how you become lighter in spirit. Your inner light shines forth like a lighthouse to those around you. You’re a source of hope for those who are lost in the dark. Shining the light of your soul helps others to find their way back to their faith.
Angel #3 reminds you of your interconnectedness to the universe. You ask for and receive, but you’re also asked to share and give.
Think of yourself as a divine lighthouse and allow the light of love and hope to shine on those around you who might be having a dark day. You are a loving light.
My message from Spirit that came in the form of a movie shortly after publishing this article.
Thanks Spirit, for all my guidance, I love you.