It has become quite clear why Spirit had me return to my job almost a year ago when I was under the impression I was done learning my lessons on the pier. I am currently fine tuning the art of no judgments, of any kind and on anyone. I’d like to say I’m already pretty good at not judging people, or outcomes, or what’s happening around the globe however I’m always fine tuning these days. I can’t help but find myself in situations that have me seeing things in order for me to accept others for exactly that, what and who they are.
I feel like judgment is a huge issue on this planet and rightfully so as I can’t help but notice it’s everywhere. It’s almost, if not is, human nature and is just one more thing we’ve been conditioned to do. Most of it takes place on a subconscious level unless your awareness has expanded to the point where it allows you to catch yourself which is definitely a learned behavior that comes with practice, time and intention.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not perfect and as a matter of fact I caught myself not too long ago. I was walking to the beach to do some self-care and sun bathe for an hour which is amazing and I’m super grateful I have the luxury of doing a few times a week. I’m also happy to report that the sun is doing its job and my psoriasis is slowly but surely disappearing. In retrospect I wish I had taken a before picture but truth be told I was too embarrassed.
It’s taken I don’t even know how long, well over six months, but the time and efforts I’ve taken and spent are now starting to noticeably pay off. Between changing my diet, dedicating myself to applying medication and now spending time in the sun to allow my free vitamin D to do its job, it’s all starting to come together. Let’s not forget the fact that I’m doing my best to surrender to the process of my evolution and have actually started to fall in love with life again, fully. I have my hiccups and understandably so but by and large I’ve never been better.
I also know I’m on the precipice of change so this knowing has definitely put that much needed spring back in my step and I now find myself looking forward to whatever my future holds which is still somewhat of a mystery however I’m starting to receive more and more signs and confirmations. I also know the hardest parts truly are over and now I look forward to living and fully embodying what it looks like to walk the path of ascension as a new human who’s learning to master what life has to offer.
Like I was saying I had to laugh at myself last week when I wasn’t given the right of way crossing one of the streets in my neighborhood on the way to the beach. It’s not like he didn’t see me because he did but it’s whatever and looking back it was just another chance for me to correct myself in the moment when I laughed and asked out loud, did I just judge that guy? I don’t remember what I said exactly but I’m sure I made a smart ass comment.
He was after all driving a fancy car, I don’t know what kind because cars aren’t my forte but it looked like the bat mobile. I don’t even remember what the comment was but I do remember clear as day catching myself and then laughing at myself because it’s exactly what I’m fine tuning and exactly what needed to be experienced for me to recognize that that’s exactly the behavior that needed correcting. It worked though, job well done in every aspect of the situation.
It’s funny how the universe works like that and when you can realize that situations such as this one are set in place to help you see and understand you can take ’em in stride and then actually pat yourself on the back when it is a job well done. He probably didn’t even know it was an opportunity for me to learn or grow. Or maybe it did the same for him. Who’s to say he wasn’t like oh man I probably should’ve let her go, she might think I’m a jerk just because I drive a ridiculously expensive car. Haha, you don’t know what you don’t know, right?
Love over fear.
Acceptance over judgement.
Creation over stagnation.
Resonance over discord.
These are some of the things I’m currently focusing on. I know my days at work are numbered and I look forward to what the universe has next for me. I came here to change lives and help humanity get out of this mess we’re in. I came here to lead others through loving kindness, to heal and be healed. Healing on individual basis’s along with healing generations of silent suffering. I came here to balance and be balanced. To guide and be guided. To love and be loved.
God only knows how long I’ve been at this, how many (human) lifetimes I’ve actually experienced. How many lifetimes I’ve spent on other planets, star systems and galaxies. I do know I’m extremely grateful for the invisible force and drive that keeps me going, always moving me forward no matter what’s thrown my way. At this point there’s nothing I can’t handle, and for that I say thank you. Super grateful, always thankful.
Did someone say spiders? This is a crop circle that recently showed up in the UK. Apparently it comes from the 8th dimension. The spider telling a story of creation weaving through space and time, the weaver architect. We are the weavers and creators of our New Earth. Notice the eyes and the lotus flower, simply awesome. Crop circles fascinate me.
For whatever reason spiders are a big part of my reality these days. I’m seeing ’em everywhere and not just hanging out because that’s what they do in the summer. I’m seeing ’em on tattoos, in my dreams even and now this. Perhaps it’s the 8D sayin’ hey. Crazy cool.
I came here to do extraordinary things.
Love and Light