Spirit communicates with me in multiple ways, one is via media which arrives through music, movies and other sources but especially movies and videos. Haha it’s like they know me or something and understand I’m a visual learner. Whether it be to educate me on a subject or just bring it to my attention in general, or to literally say something to me directly which is my favorite.
When they’re speaking directly to me it becomes one of those knowings, I just know it’s Spirit talking right at me and if we could make eye contact, we would. Yesterday is a great example when I was watching Valhalla: The Legend of Thor. There was a scene in the beginning where a woman spoke telepathically to a kid, my attention perked right up as did my ears. This is what she had to say…
I have been watching your journey but it has just begun. Fate has big plans for you, have hope. Be brave. Be strong. And above all…never lose faith in yourself.
I just knew it was my team talking to me, telling me to hang in there, change is afoot and all is well. They’ve also more or less told me not to be frustrated as I’ve seen that card twice in random readings. Even though I can’t see it, the pendulum is swinging in my favor and while it too is invisible, there is momentum. Turns out that kid, after finishing the movie two days later, was a ‘child of light’. I love it.
There’s my almighty angel numbers of course, they have become such a big part of my life. I know I’ve said it before but I literally see them all day everyday which are ways for my team not only to get my attention but also to remind once again that all is well and my synchronicity is not only through the roof but on point.
I was at the store yesterday and the total of my bill put a big smile on my face when it came to twelve dollars and twelve cents. 
It got even better when it read 12:12 on the clock in my car on the way home. And let’s not forget the little angel message I received from Truth Well Told Tarot the other day, thanks Andrea.
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Your angels are here to support and nurture you! Remember to keep your intentions pure and your angels will help you find your path.
There’s no doubt in my mind I’m being guided. I no longer question whether or not I might miss a train or arrive late to the station, it’s just not possible. Not only am I unstoppable, but my path is as well. Like I said, it’s in full motion and it’s not a matter of if but rather when. More than anything, I’ve learned along the way that everything not only takes time but happens exactly when it’s suppose to.
Tarot cards. I cannot express enough how much I love and appreciate tarot cards. It’s taken time to figure out how to use them on my own terms but they help me learn not only about myself but about our connection to the sacred. There’s no wrong way to use them, I think they’re very beneficial. I don’t care what anybody says, they are helpful in countless ways.
Putting this divination tool in a box only inhibits you from learning more about yourself, in my opinion of course, but we tend to fear what we don’t understand. We also tend to believe what we’ve been taught to believe which is why conditioning is simply old news, not to mention old energy.
I like to pull cards every now again, only when I feel drawn to and many times that’s right before I go to work. Nowadays I usually have my biggest meal around 2 o’clock. Sometimes I listen to the birds, other times I have a conversation with myself, and my team, which is also known as praying. Once in a while though I’ll look at all my decks and one of them will catch my attention.
I’ll say something like, okay team show me what you want me to see. Yesterday I said something along the lines of what would you like me to be thinking about as I go to work today, where should my focus be? I love it because they never seize to amaze, always on point. I don’t even know how it works which is why it’s so magical, here are the cards I pulled…
I mean, come on lol. Transformation, Self, Thoughts and the 10th House. I don’t have a stellium in my 10th house like I do my 9th but pretty close as my Moon and Venus are both in Taurus in the 10th House. Taurus is also the constellation in which the Pleiades sits in, just sayin’.
Transformation is the name of the game, not just for me but also for Mother Gaia and humanity as a whole. I know it starts with me though which is why I am an active participant in the ascension process vibrating at a higher frequency just beyond normal perception, working tirelessly behind the scenes as I pave the way to being a better human.
The goal is to be the best version of me possible and I do that by loving and respecting myself, honoring my body, mind and soul. By overcoming obstacles, finding my limitless potentials and acting on them. By showing compassion and kindness to all unconditionally because there’s nothing I want more than to see a world full of unity consciousness based on love, cooperation, balance and harmony.
It has taken years but I can say with confidence that I am the whole package. I don’t say that out of arrogance, I say that out of knowing my value and getting my worth every single day. I’ve done the work, it’s taken time and it’s been some hard work but I have finally come to a place where I love my body, I love my mind and I appreciate my soul. And for all of that I say thank you!
When I think back only four summers ago when I first arrived in Huntington Beach, when I think about some of the pics I was posting, I recognize just how far I’ve come. I don’t generally go back and reread my blog posts but I can remember a few taken in my bikini, actually it was my chonies. Now I wonder what I was even thinking but that’s okay.
That was a girl who was insecure and in need of not only validation but also attention. A girl starving to be seen. Not anymore though and as Pam Gregory would say, you can’t stuff the butterfly back into the caterpillar. Thank goodness because not only does my past not define me but I don’t let it rent space in my head anymore either.
Gone are the days of giving my power away.
I am no longer that girl lacking confidence because I didn’t know who I was. The amount of maturing that has taken place blows my mind, and I’m not even done. I can see it though, and I can feel it and it feels good. Hard work pays off yes it does. Sure it was all me you could say but at the end of the day I couldn’t have done it without my invisible team guiding me and healing me and encouraging me every step of the way. Amazing, wild, magical stuff.
Love and Light