I’m not 100% sure what ascending in real time looks like because as I mentioned in my last article, right now I’m living my life as best I can as it unfolds in the almighty present moments. I can tell you what it looks like today and what I’ve gathered in some recent reflections as to what my journey is all about and has been for the past five years. In order to ascend, whether that’s reaching enlightenment or mastery status, or simply being the best version of me possible, in order to get there I need to be empowered. More importantly I need to feel empowered.
These past five years, boot camp as I like to call it, has been all about me getting my power back. It’s been about self-discovery and finding the confidence to move forward with grace knowing I’m always at the right place at the right time. Gaining my confidence wasn’t something that happened overnight, it took years, but I’m happy to report I’m finally in a place where I now make my own decisions and take whatever actions I deem necessary to align myself with my goals, my values, hopes and wishes.
Knowing I’m here as a systems buster myself, a renegade, who came to this planet to assist in the shifting of the collective consciousness has given me all the confidence in the world. Understanding I’m here to help heal a broken society stuck in the grips of greed and control while Mother Gaia does her job in healing the planet herself makes me feel, finally, like it was all worth while. Little did I know for the last few decades everything I was going through was for the greater good.
A spiritual awakening, the journey alone, ultimately gives oneself the sense of personal empowerment that you can use in every avenue of your life moving forward. A tool for your spiritual toolbox giving you all the confidence you need to navigate these unprecedented times. I’ve spent my whole life overcoming obstacles and now finally understanding why allows me to feel empowered which has literally allowed me to take my power back.
We give our power away all the time, sometimes without even realizing that that’s what we’re doing. I think about my mom and how she wasn’t even allowed to put gas in her own car. What may have seemed like a chivalrous act on the surface, deep down completely robbed her of her power. My mom gave her power away her whole life without ever recognizing it. Most people do. Any time we don’t do things for ourselves, or let something or someone else dictate what we do, we ultimately relinquish our personal power, our sovereignty.
I’ve finally taken all my power back and Spirit keeps giving me clues I’m right on time. They’re also more or less telling me it’s time to slow down, there’s no need to try so hard and it’s just about time to take a much needed soulcation. Next week I’ll board a plane to New York, and while I’ll be shapeshifting into my bestie Ber’s sherpa, it’ll still be a breath of fresh air on our 2nd annual road trip. Nothing says freedom to me like being on the open road, behind the wheel, music blaring, with no time restraints.
The dark forces, the control, the greed, it’s all part of the grand orchestration because you can’t take your power back until someone or something takes it away from you for the last time. All the chaos happening on a global level is a shake and wake prophecy if you ask me because the world won’t wake up until it’s shaken out of bed and that’s exactly what’s happening. Evil plays a pivotal role in all of this because without that evil nobody would take notice and nothing would change. Nobody would feel the need to take their power back.
Nothing happens to us, there are no victims. Everything is set in place to happen for us, even if we don’t see it in this lifetime. I’ve heard postulation that we’re stuck in a karmic loop here on Earth, reincarnating lifetime after lifetime, like we’re stuck on the hamster wheel, but I think it’s more than that. I believe we truly are headed for ascension as a whole, collectively, and that’s something that’s been fated for humanity for millennia. It has to start somewhere and that’s what makes being alive right now so special. We’ve never seen anything like what we’re about to see in the next ten years, nevermind the next hundred and thousand years. It’ll be interesting, and couldn’t be experienced (continuously) unless we come back around.
I’ve stepped down from my volunteer position at church, this Sunday will be my last day. It just feels like the right thing to do. I’ve been wanting to distance myself for some time now and perhaps this too can be considered me taking my power back. I’ve tried hanging in there but feel like I can’t be authentically me anymore and I certainly can’t pretend I’m something I’m not. It’s no longer in alignment with my soul’s journey so it’s simply time to let go of what no longer serves me.
I trust my life is leading me where I need to go, I just have to have faith in the timing knowing I don’t have to answer to anybody but my (higher) self. I’m okay knowing I don’t even have to have the answers for tomorrow today. I just have to be my best self, always showing up each and every day with a smile on my face knowing the best is yet to come. I no longer feel drawn to watch videos to educate myself and now trust that I’ll know what to do and when to do it. My knowledge now comes from within and with time I will know more.
Love and Light