I woke up in the middle of the night last night and as I was laying there in the stillness I was wondering how long it was gonna be before I fell back asleep when all of sudden I found myself listening to a woman talking about our DNA and the connection to Ascended Masters. Mind you I fell asleep listening to New Earth, a YouTube channel, and messages from Sananda which is the Ascended form of Yeshua, or Jesus.
Every now and again I get messages from him or St. Germain which are pretty much words of encouragement of what’s happening in our world today. I don’t receive them as often anymore because I’m more focused on ascending myself which means I’m not really part of the 3D timelines. I no longer concern myself with politics or Hollywood or things of energetic negativity.
I guess there’s something that needs to be heard was my thought as I went to check the time on the tablet that magically lit itself up and started to play. It was 12:21am which I have to say is an angel number that is really starting to make an appearance. 
I’m not too sure of the correlation yet but I have seen this number quite a bit lately. Upon further investigation when I got up this morning I had a hunch it might have something to do with the changing of the seasons and sure enough, it’s the first day of winter.
I don’t know if it has anything to do with the date, or even winter for that matter, it just keeps showing up. I stopped trying to figure things out because every time I think I’ve got it figured out…I don’t. I’d like to say that they like to keep me guessing when really it’s all about surrendering. Just when I think I’ve surrendered enough I have to surrender some more, it’s all part of the process. Yesterday I took a different way home from skating only to see a lady with a t-shirt that read trust the universe.
I did receive clarity on more of what my road trip was about which was basically surrendering. It was about being mature enough to recognize that it wasn’t going my way, it wasn’t going to go my way so I had to surrender to it all, and then get out of the way and practice some selflessness. A good leader knows when to lead and when to step aside. Let’s not forget where I’m at right this second with having to surrender to the unknown, to the universe, to it all. And that’s hard not to think about.
Mexico too. Mexico wasn’t just extra credit as one of my buddies said which made me laugh pretty hard, it too was about letting go of control and allowing others to take the lead. It was also about spiritual maturity and recognizing that not everyone is at my level. In fact most aren’t at my level and I don’t mean that with any ounce of arrogance, I was with a lot of people who’s belief system is not the same as mine. In all fairness it used to be but now that I’ve grown spiritually and have awakened to the truth of it all, it’s nowhere near the same.
I have to be able to meet people where they’re at with no judgments and no comments because everyone will awaken when they’re meant to. Some aren’t meant to at all in this lifetime and that’s okay too, we’ll catch them on the flip side. It’s a challenge for me sometimes to keep my mouth shut and only share my personal truths when someone asks, which isn’t often really.
Speaking of personal truths I learned from my study last night that the ‘veil’ is an illusion which doesn’t surprise me. I kind of like saying the other side of the veil, it makes it easier to understand. Heaven isn’t up in the clouds either, my head likes to be but that’s probably because it’s where I like to build my castles but hey, that’s just me.
Happy 11/11 portal. May everyone find a form of illumination or at the very least some peace of mind today. I like to do something special on this day in honor of the portal, hard to believe this time last year I was in Vegas for the conference, time flies. I had lunch with one of my favorite people to celebrate and it’s also veterans day so we honored my brother too. Gotta love a twofer.
Love and Light