There will come a time when I have to fully speak my truth, not in a blog, but in my surroundings and perhaps even my current neighborhood. I can’t say that I look forward to those days because those will be the days when what I believe to be true and what I’m currently being taught will seem so farfetched it may be difficult to comprehend. 
It has become quite clear (to me) where humanity is headed and while it’s wonderful and great in the long run, I don’t yet see the bigger picture on how we’re getting there.
It’s taken five years for my belief systems to change and evolve and I have to admit that my current realizations have me wanting more than ever to do nothing but isolate. In an environment where nobody understands me in the slightest it’s easier to simply entertain myself. It is such a double edged sword for me and I have to confess some days are easier than others. I can’t help but find myself in another dark night of the soul as I’m learning to accept this new information while tackling my food for comfort head on.
Redacted just talked about how’s there’s four different alien species here on Earth and I was like, um, there’s way more than that. Yes we have greys, insectoids, reptilians and humanoids who were all here way before human beings. Then you’ve got all the starseeds (half-breeds) from Sirius, Lyra, Andromeda and Pleiades with Arcturian’s and Orion’s. We’ve also got the Anunnaki (master geneticists) which is theorized how human beings came about, right alongside Draconian which I believe to be the same as reptilians aka lizard people who have infiltrated our government and military elite. It’s wild and to some will be totally unbelievable. Truth be told homo sapien sapiens are at least the fourth experiment, I’ve also heard seven. And let’s not forget at the end of the day human beings are also a species.
I said a long time ago that if you’re not ready to open your mind than you’re not ready for an awakening because nothing on this planet is what it seems. Nothing. I’m currently reading Bringer’s of the Dawn, Pleiadian Teachings by Barbara Marciniak. I’m only three chapters in and had to put it down for a few because it’s a lot to take in. All the confirmations thus far on everything I’ve learned had me wanting to take step back to process it all.
After watching the mini series V from 1983 I’m once again completely blown away about how everything is right in front of us, hidden in plain sight. I no longer need convincing of the light and evil that makes up what our reality truly is, I no longer need convincing we are not alone in this universe. I no longer need convincing I am otherworldly here on assignment. I feel like I’m literally in the middle of my own shock and awe campaign as Rion from Team Light would say and I have no idea how we’re going to get the rest of humanity on board with accepting everything I know to be true.
I now think there’s way more to the One Republic video when it comes to that crocodile. There’s way more than meets the eye when it comes to everything here on this planet and human beings seem to be the last to know, especially Western civilization. Here I am up at 3am because I can’t sleep figuring the best way to work through this information, for me anyway, is to share it. There’s been so much trauma resulting in unresolved hurt, the crimes against humanity are appalling and very real and I want nothing more than to see to it that humanity gets the healing and evolution they so desperately need and rightfully so.
Apparently the first ‘Christed’ beings came from Sirius, a 9D construct in which they had to bring themselves all the way down to the third dimension which is a tall order in and of itself. According to Rion the Anunnaki didn’t want any beef with the Syrians because they were very powerful beings, they were (and are) known as badass warriors and diplomatic ambassadors.
Coincidentally enough I just bought myself a badass keychain because when I saw it something inside me said I had to have it. It’s hangin’ out on my purse right next to my angel pin, my extraterrestrial angel pin.
It’s hard sometimes to keep moving forward when you’re not sure where you’re headed and it’s even harder when you feel like you’re doing it all by yourself. I know I’m never alone but sometimes you just want those physical friends who understand what you’re going through. I came here to do hard things so I’m reminded to keep the faith as I’ve reached the point of no return. I’m asked to remain patient because things are already changing, even if I can’t see it with my physical eyes. And to please continue to trust in the timing knowing I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be until I’m not.
I have to keep reminding myself I’m here with purpose, especially when life gets frustrating. I can’t get entangled in the drama or fake news, the dark literally feeds on negative emotions, on the chaos and the suffering. I am an energy being of light and consciousness therefore it’s imperative I embody this every single day. I just learned that light is actually equivalent to information which means dark is lack of information, misinformation and disinformation.
When we remember and recognize in every waking moment that we are spirit first then survival, fear, worry and scarcity start to fall away knowing we are safe in Creators Love. Much of what we thought was real life has been a projection of the collective consciousness. Everything is conscious. Change occurs when we change belief systems that no longer serve us. I’m reminded that willingness to serve as ground crew has never been more crucial as we are in the culmination stages of the great shift which is why I’m feeling it so much on an energetic level.
When we allow truth to arise from within, when we trust our intuition and inner knowing we gift Mother Gaia with our enlightened consciousness which then contributes to the collective vibration. It creates a safe and guided path forward for all to follow. It’s an illumination orchestrated by peace and harmony which ultimately transcends mortal limitations allowing us to find solutions and miracles as we live from the land of spirit. Have no fear, love is here.
Old souls are the pioneers of awareness. The midwives of this birthing process of our New Earth. The first inhabitants of the new light with infinite love, confidence and endless gratitude. We are all here answering a sacred call, a promise in our hearts to assist at this tipping point of ascension.
Love and Light