I don’t want anyone to think for a second that my team doesn’t know exactly how I’m feeling and sees everything I’m going through. While I can’t physically get a hug from my mom, I do receive signs and synchronicities that show me she’s here and hears my requests and then delivers without too much delay. My journey may be full of challenges, but there is a system of equilibrium I see in full effect whenever I’m truly down that moves in quickly to counter balance my emotions.
It’s a universal law set in place that will shift in directions to relieve a stress or disturbance in order to restore balance. All systems in the universe whether physical, biological, psychological or societal inherently seek states of equilibrium whilst striving for balance, which then leads to stability and resilience. Everything operates under this need for balance, it’s a fundamental principle that governs the universes need for organization and evolution. Once you recognize and know this, it makes going with the ebbs and flows a wee bit more tolerable.
It didn’t take long for Spirit to hear my cries, literally and figuratively, when I had my meltdown last week. What started out as a need to release my frustrations quickly turned into a confession of exhaustion which then led to an emotional outcry for the affection only my mother could give. I guess you could say I begged, I just wanted someone to tell me everything was gonna be okay. It was in that moment where I was longing for the comfort I greatly missed, the kind of comfort I always counted on mom for.
It was a snowball of emotions that couldn’t be stopped and needed to run its course. There’s something to be said for a good cry, it releases pent up emotions, coming out in the fractals in your tears. It’s also natures way of processing emotions, relieving some steam and restoring that balance. After it was all said and done I laughed a little and was like well I think it’s safe to say we all know who’s getting a good nights sleep.
Luckily I had choir practice that evening which pulled me completely out of my funk and certainly lifted my spirits. But the best part was my team showing me they were on it and wanted nothing more than to show me how much they cared. I remember telling them on the way home that I just wanted to crawl in bed and watch a movie.
Wouldn’t you know it, that’s exactly what was waiting for me when I retired for the night. Undertaking Betty was waiting in my playlist and what a delightful movie this turned out to be. 
I know it was specifically meant for me to see in those exact moments because there were scenes that may as well have been written just for me. The one that sticks out the most was the angel towards the end that was telling a little boy that everything was going to be alright. She also said to remember that your mothers voice is always in the wind.
It’s difficult to describe the amount of comfort and love I felt knowing it was my mom reminding me I’m never alone, especially when it comes to the hard days when all you want is a little reassurance. It was amazing and miraculous, and out of this world. And it’s moments like these that keep me going, putting that spring back in my step propelling me forward with confidence.
Another example was a text message I received not just once, but four times total within a period of 48 hours. I have a tendency to feel stuck sometimes and that’s for the simple fact that not much moves fast enough for someone created with half fire in their birth chart. I’m not stuck per se but rather moving at a pace set in place not just for my safety but also guaranteed success. There are no shortcuts to true enlightenment.
Four times in two days this message came through my phone reminding me I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, everything is unfolding exactly as it’s supposed to and they 100% see me, hear me, know me and love me beyond measure. The universe has my back, my team knows my purpose and it’s only a matter of time until my life starts to unfold like a movie. The rising star. All I have to do is keep going, along with trust and believe.
Love and Light