Pretty phenomenal day today, I was water baptized. The best way it’s been described is God has His hand on me and yes He does 100%. He has big plans for me, I don’t know what they are yet but that’s okay, I walk by faith and not by sight.
Didn’t see this coming when I started my journey two years ago either LOL but all I can say is that my journey as crazy as it has been full of roadblocks and speed bumps and potholes, twists and turns, it’s all worth it because it’s also been full of magic, comfort, reassurance, unconditional love and floodgates of tears that have cracked my heart wide open transforming me into the woman I was meant to be.
Its okay to be broken too because that’s how the light gets in.
God prefers using broken people anyway because we know how it feels and we have that level of empathy and compassion that others seem to lack. I’m not broken anymore though. I’m actually far from it and I’ve never felt more alive and appreciated and loved in my whole life than I do today and for that I say thank you.
The words Pastor Paul spoke over me before I was baptized are a prime example of those floodgates and having my heart cracked wide open and it felt as though God again was speaking directly to me. He’s not done with me, in fact He’s just getting started so I couldn’t be more excited. And willing. And able. I surrender.
My journeys about to start a new cycle. A new cycle in Aries, how appropriate and not surprising. And in the words of Thunder Mountain, “hang on to your hats and glasses cause this here’s the wildest ride in the wilderness.”
But wait there’s more LOL it get’s so much better.
Anybody who knows me well enough knows that 1027 is my magic number. I’ve been seeing this number for as long as I can remember. Always wondering what does it mean? I knew it meant something but I had no idea what it was. Every time October rolled around on the 27th I’d walk around holding my breath half the day and be like, “is today the day? Is something gonna happen today?” not even knowing what it was I was talking about or anticipating but I just knew that it meant something!
Well today I found out what that means. Quick side note, I pick up pieces of paper all the time and not just trash either, although I’m determined to clean up Huntington Beach one piece of trash at a time, and I did make a deal with my Angels to do just that. But I know that there’s hidden signs and messages everywhere, you just have to be open to receive ’em. Wouldn’t be the first time I’ve gotten a message from a piece of paper, or billboard, or song lyric.
As I’m walking through the parking lot after spending time and having lunch with some friends I noticed something that caught my eye so without even thinking about it I swooped down and picked it up and kept walking and when I saw what it was my knees buckled a little bit and the floodgates opened once again.
It was a message from God.
“All things are possible with God.”
Mark 10:27
Mind blown. The way I see it God’s been telling me almost every single day for as long as I can remember that every time I’ve seen 1027 whether it be on a clock, receipt, anywhere and everywhere. God’s been telling me that all things are possible with Him. There’s no other love like God’s unconditional love and I really had no idea. But now I know and now I know exactly why people have awakenings.
Truly grateful.
God made an appearance at the drum circle tonight too.
Love and Light