What can I say, my new jobby job is exactly where I’m supposed to be right now. It’s a dream job for me really and I couldn’t be more grateful and blessed to be a part of this new family. I’m doing exactly what I was doing when I started working with special needs in the sixth grade, I mean talk about coming full circle.
I can’t express to you enough that this is exactly how God works in your life when you let him take the lead trusting that He knows what’s best for you and is working tirelessly behind the scenes with all your Angels and Guides to make all your dreams come true. Granted all I had to do was undergo a spiritual awakening, persevere through a crazy road map full of road blocks, potholes, blood sweat and tears, wrong ways, road closed, proceed with caution, where you sometimes miss your exit so now you’ve gotta go back and do it again kind of crazy journey. But hey, it’ll all be worth it in the end. And the craziest part is I don’t even know how it ends lol. I just know I have faith because I believein miracles.
This new job had me laughing all day long, literally. Not sure who was funnier some of the residents or some of my co-workers, all I do know is that it sparks so much joy and brings so much gratification words can’t even describe. And for that I say thank you. This is exactly why my fingerprinting process was delayed, it was meant to stall so this job could enter my life.
Want to know what’s crazier? When I went to fill out my application a couple weeks ago, when I turned the corner and saw the house at the end of the cul-de-sac it’s like time stood still. Somehow, somewhere, some way I knew I’ve seen this house before. The de ja vu was eerily familiar.
I’m telling you it’s where I’m meant to be right now. Just like for the past ten months in my car was also meant to be. It’s where I’ve healed, grown, matured and learned so much, overcoming obstacles and never giving up. And eventually just about every event, circumstance, situation, life lesson, challenge, you name it, everything since I was born is all going to make sense. Even my miracle conception to my birth that was two weeks late, it’ll all add up. It’s like I’ve been training my whole life and had no idea.
The Universe tested me again today too. At the end of our shift one of my co-workers asked me to go hang out at a local dive bar. If she was that much fun at work I can only imagine how much fun we would have but at the end of the day I’ve got no business in a bar. And honestly after a 12-hour shift all I wanted to do was get back to my car so I could journal and read, again passing with flying colors.
I’m at that point in my journey though where the Universe is going to test me continuously to see how far I’ve come. To see if I’m really ready because God’s got big plans for me and even though I don’t know exactly what it is yet, I see the light at the end of the tunnel and I couldn’t be more determined to get to it.
What a great day.
Love and Light