It’s difficult to explain what’s happening right now because I don’t have all the answers. I can literally feel my nervous system rewiring itself while I’m dealing with the aftershocks if you will. It also affects my sleep, my hair, my skin, but thankfully not my mood. The pressure I feel on my third eye, especially when I’m in meditation, is unmistakable. It’s wild and all I have to go on these days is unwavering faith, a universal trust and a deep inner knowing that everything will work itself out. I woke up with a profundity this morning that goes like this…
It’s not impossible. It’s just not logical, and that’s why it’s magical
As I’m spending my days solo working towards a higher state of consciousness, I embrace all that comes with it. I feel the compassion and understanding for all those currently undergoing their own awakenings. There is a wave of sadness and disbelief happening in society and it’s my job these days to not just be the calm in the chaos but also to hold the frequency of love in my energetic body as an anchor and a stabilizer. Not everybody is yet able to see beyond the illusions of circumstances.
I learned just how important it is to be in the present moment and one of the reasons I’m needed when it comes to spending so much time in my sacred space. It was explained by Kelly Kolodney who channels the energy of Archangel Raphael and I call it the art of stillness. I love it when I get the mechanics of how something works, not to mention the method behind the madness. A little reassurance goes a long way in my world, especially when I need a little help figuring things out.
Sometimes I feel like I’m doing nothing which couldn’t be further from the truth. I’m doing things on such a profound energetic level that it can be difficult to find the words. There’s actually a state of nothingness that takes stillness to the next level. When it comes to the state of neutrality (nothingness) it’s anchored in the heart, it’s where you go into the essence of love. I keep hearing ‘drop into you heart’ which is simply done by sitting in stillness and visualizing the beautiful beating machine that wants to run the show.
It’s the mind that creates the sense of deciding what’s good, what’s not, what’s right and what’s wrong, which keeps you in the constant state of polarity. You’re in this constant back and forth, up and down. Practicing the stillness of inner quietness is when you find yourself in the presence of the moment. It’s in the right here and right now, in this breath, and it’s where everything is alright. It’s in these precious moments where nothing is required because you have everything you need.
It’s only in the mind of what has happened, what’s going to happen, the worry of the future, the dwelling of the past that our stories are amplified, and it’s this amplifying that attunes to our vibrations. In other words, when I focus on the knowingness that I am enough, I have everything I need in the here and now, it’s where everything is all good as I like to say.. It’s where I’m contributing to the collective consciousness through my vibrations of peace and harmony.
When I come into the presence of my breath and drop into my heart and into the sense of that inner knowing, it’s there that I realize that this is an inside job. Literally, the kingdom of heaven, the essence of love, they reside inside my heart and all that’s required is stillness. All I have to do is take the time to contemplate good vibrations and come into the presence of my heart while asking my mind to be still.
This explains why yesterday when I was in a round of meditation I was one giant goosebump. I was visualizing Earth and 144,000 souls wrapped around it with loving arms, sending every human, every being, all my love and devotion. It was a beautiful moment that I have to admit might’ve been a first for me. I felt the love and compassion like never before. For the first time I realized that the thinking mind has to rest in order to feel my true self which is the essence of love.
These practices of stillness are ancient. Take monks for example who dedicate entire lifetimes to sitting in stillness and holding the sacred space for others. That’s basically what I’m doing these days and I guess when you put it like that it makes me feel the need to give it more credit where credit is due. If you want to go deeper, it’s in this space, this void of emptiness, it’s in the womb center that new worlds are born. Creations occur moving toward the direction of our projections, through our consciousness as to what we perceive reality to be. This is why our reactions matter, and what we think and say even more so.
I know the only way out is through for humanity and with that said it can only get better. Be patient, be kind and do your best not to feed the system with unnecessary roughness. Our reactions are key right now and by simply not having one, or at the very least not feeding it with all our attention is how we ultimately gain our freedom. These negative entities feed off chaos and despair and cannot thrive when the light shines truth on the corruption.
Lean in on everything you cannot see and know that every single soul has their own team of invisibles waiting on standby to assist with love and guidaance. They just first need to be discovered. We aren’t in the midst of a collapse, it’s a convergence and I’m happy to report that my current states of stillness create an energetic calmness that affects the entire world. When love is involved in any effort, it goes from discipline to devotion. It becomes magnetic. Love is the answer, it’s the energetic glue that holds everything together.
Happy St Patty’s Day
Namaste