You’re not malfunctioning they said…you’re ascending. My body is changing and everything’s happening whether I like it or not. I kind of shrugged off the whole changing to a light body thing but not anymore. Suddenly I see how my isolation is in full effect. Everything is starting to come full circle and I am feeling it. My body can literally no longer handle the dense food I once craved and occasionally binged on to keep my sanity.
Truth be told I ‘treated’ myself yesterday at the farmers market to some Japanese cheesecake and vegan peanut butter chocolate chip cookie. I would admit that it gave me diarrhea except girls don’t poop. It’s Tuesday they said so it comes with free coffee. Don’t threaten me with a good time I replied as I drank more than half of what seemed like Mississippi mud before realizing I was about to eat my words with a dose of sarcasm, depending on your definition of a good time.
Four hours later and it’s 9pm and there I was bouncing off the walls, almost literally, standing up doing my red light therapy at Planet Fitness. I barely slept last night and was still bright eyed and bushy tailed at 3am. Here I am today thanking my lucky stars I pulled that nonsense on a Tuesday with two days off to recoup. I’ve been eating so well my body can no longer do what no longer serves me and that’s garbage food and caffeine. Heard.
For the past two months I’ve been rewiring my brain with what I’m eating. How do you do that you ask, you fight it. The only way out is through and it’s mind over matter so that’s exactly what you do. You train your brain to think differently. Like I mentioned before it was hard the first few weeks but I think with any habit, it only takes about 21 days to form a new one so that’s what I did.
When the urges come you either cave or you fight it. The first few weeks I caved here and there but over time I’ve gotten better with it and fast forward to yesterday and thinking it would be a good idea to treat myself. My body showed me just how much it didn’t appreciate it lol. I guarantee I’ll think twice before I do that again. In fact I have the other half of the (small) cheesecake in my fridge and no offense to Uncle Fluffy (because it was delicious) but I don’t think I can finish it.
For the past seven weeks my diet has consisted of spinach, oatmeal, bell peppers, walnuts, eggs, broccoli, jicama, cauliflower, carrots, apples, avocado, dates and watermelon. And that’s it. And my no B.S. RXBAR’s made of 3 egg whites, 6 almonds, 4 cashews and 2 dates. Those have been my cheater candy bars. Oh and gum and tea (fresh hibiscus with lemon), couldn’t do the fasting without my gum and tea. Then enter stage left with the universe telling me to knock that off too. That came in the form of my partial rubbing my gum all of a sudden. The only fix is to stop chewing gum 24/7, or more than I should.
It never seizes to amaze how the universe works. Things are moving, I am shifting. And if I’m not moving fast enough the universe, right along with my higher-self, will not hesitate to do what’s needed to make sure I get to where I’m going. My focus right now is to make healthy choices and learn to control my thoughts so I can keep moving forward. 
This mastery gig is no joke. Not only am I an ambassador for Huntington Beach but I’m also a cosmic ambassador about to inherit her ancient wisdom that’s tucked deep within her DNA. I don’t know when or how but I know it’s coming.
When the time is right I will step into my role as a conscious co-creator of this new reality carrying the torch of illumination high and with healthy pride. As I’m going about and decluttering my mind and my space Spirit graciously reminded me that I’m also transforming the world around me by simply being the love that I am. I am the lighthouse, the calm in the chaos, the friend and confidante. I am the cheerleader for humanity that doesn’t know how to quit or back down. I am that I am.
I am Fearless Aries at your service.
