I woke up this morning to my favorite kind of day. It was raining, it was chilly and it was cozy. It makes waking up in flannel sheets and listening to my new favorite music that much better. It also gave me the chance to do more reflection as I’m at the threshold of a new beginning. Not just the start of a new day but a whole new world that’s literally at my finger tips.
I’m at the tipping point where preparation meets opportunity and it’s only a matter of time. I woke up with a song in my head, it’s an oldie but goodie by Comelius Brothers & Sister Rose…
It’s too late to turn back now, I believe, I believe, I believe I’m falling in love.
For someone who was raised on oldies I welcomed it with open arms and smile on my face as it made me feel all warm and fuzzy. I’ve fallen in love with myself, maybe even for the first time, over the course of these last few years. I’m falling in love with my life and who I’ve become. Being in love with myself sets the foundation for everything else. I feel like the flower that’s finally able to show its beauty. All my resilience, grit and strength busting through the concrete that starts with love.
Self-love is also a key to the universe and although it may seem basic, it’s the most important aspect of all. I show self-love by having radical acceptance not just for all the goodness I find within myself, but also for the shadows that have taught me so much along the way that I’ve finally learned to balance. Radical acceptance aka unconditional love for every aspect of who I’ve been and who I am.
I care about the kinds of food I put in my body and I care about the kind of thoughts that rent space in my head, eliminating all that don’t have my highest good in mind. I care about others, even those who are still lost, especially those who are still disconnected who for the most part don’t know any better. It’s taken some time but I feel like I’ve finally arrived.
I’m stepping into the phase of my life where I become a living manifestation where everything flows to me effortlessly. I’m riding the current of synchronicity and abundance that flows naturally when you’ve done the work and turned all your service to self into service for others. I had no idea I could hold this much compassion for myself and others, or humanity as a whole.
I was watching the movie Not Without Hope and it cracked my heart open even wider than it already was. I remember pausing the movie and just letting the tears pour down my face. I even journaled how I felt so much compassion for humanity and everything we’re going through. The movie was about four guys who went deep sea fishing and got caught in a huge storm where only one survived.
While I no longer absorb the energy of others I was still able to feel the pain and the loss not to mention the suffering that they all went through. I had no idea hypothermia could be so detrimental but when he thanked the rescue team for finding him, I think that’s when I really felt it. It was as if his inner child, the little boy who was lost at sea, was finally found after two days that tested everything he had to hang on.
We don’t realize just how much our inner child means, just how impressionable we are as children and it’s where it all begins as far as programming and conditioning. Our childhood matters and it molds exactly who we start to become. Not everyone has a pleasant childhood and while that’s by design, it can also be healed. We can’t let our childhood, or anything else that we’ve experienced in a negative manner, define who we are.
There is so much love and compassion on the other side of the veil, it’s literally beyond measure. Believe it or not everything we go through, especially the tough love, lack of love and everything in between, it’s all set in place to grow our souls and teach us whatever it is we came here to learn in this lifetime. So it’s important to go easy on yourself and perhaps once you recognize this you too can have more compassion for yourself, and others.
Individuals with narcissistic tendencies weren’t born that way, they were molded into those tendencies from a childhood that rendered abandonment issues and lack of love. Narcissists have been some of my best teachers along the way and that’s because those relationships were set in place before we even arrived to teach me things that may have stung a wee bit but were meant to do just that so I could grow my soul.
There is so much that happens on a soul level and most are completely unaware. When you have an awakening and open yourself up to the truth of it all, it allows you to experience and understand the beauty that’s behind it as well. Every relationship that goes south, every death we experience with a loved one, all serve a purpose, whether that’s a catalyst to grow your soul or even better, a catalyst for an awakening. Everything is with purpose.
I was reflecting on all the different layers of my awakening, and I’m still peeling back the onion. We all have that metaphoric onion but when you open your eyes to what life is really about that systematic, often slow-going process of going beyond superficiality makes even more sense. I was thinking about all the reasons I incarnated and was pretty blown away with all the different layers not to mention the depths of some of them…
- Awaken my soul
- Heal, and not just myself but others as well
- Heal generational curses
- Heal intentional karma, for myself and others
- Overcome, adversities and obstacles
- Transform
- Inspire
- Bridge
- Awaken my DNA
On a fundamental level we all came to do the same things. So the next time you see a stranger and they either put a smile on your face or have the audacity to trigger you, stop and consider that they just might be put on your path to teach you something. Kindness is awesome and triggers are great. Triggers are a laser focused pointer just for you to recognize there’s something that needs to be addressed. By simply addressing it you have the power to heal it.
I was recently triggered and I have to be honest, I was taken aback because I would’ve guessed I was beyond this but clearly I wasn’t. I was watching a video and they were talking about how they were getting ready for a trip to Italy and it irritated me because I want to go to Italy. There’s a lot of places I want to go. I was feeling a little butt hurt because I feel like I’ve done everything right so why then boo-hoo am I not going to Italy?
It’s funny now but it wasn’t in that precise moment. But that’s when I had to stop myself and have a conversation and realize, not to mention remember that I’m on a very unique journey and one of these days I will get there too. Triggers are great though, every single one of them is your chance to recognize what needs to be addressed so you can keep moving forward in a more positive way.
As I’m still peeling back the layers, I’m also here to…
- Own my own business, even though I don’t know exactly why yet lol
- Learn my galactic heritage, whether that’s Pleiadian or Lyran and probably both.
To say that my next awakening is going to be enigmatic is most definitely an understatement. It’s beyond enigmatic already with my light body activation but what I do know is that I’m excited to see what the future brings. I look forward to my surprises from Spirit, I look forward to my divine counterpart. What is meant for you will never pass you by. Everything arrives with perfect timing and it’s taken a good few years for me to truly believe all of this.
I had to build my foundations, literally from the ground up, not to just appreciate but to embody my transformation and the values I now hold dear to my heart. I had to learn to love myself after decades of not. I had to learn how to take my power back so I could step into the (cute) shoes of the person I came here to be.
When we discover our sovereignty and take our power back, life becomes limitless. When we live a life with pure intentions and radical acceptance for all we live a life of peace and harmony. A life of nirvana, heaven on earth, which is exactly why I incarnated. And I am ready.
Just for S&G’s here’s the music that started my day today…
https://youtu.be/1gTPfDJueQY?si=qL2wc-58sKlbzyrf
Love & Light