There’s so much happening right now in my space of isolation it’s crazy. From the outside looking in it would appear as if nothing is happening but my body is telling me something different and my heart is speaking even louder. Just sitting here, or laying as I were, I can feel my body vibrating, it has been for months now. While I have no idea exactly how long this recalibration will last I feel as though it’s time to start thinking about what I really want my future to look like.
What’s funny is that it’s a paradox in and of itself. What do I want my future to look while at the same time I have no idea what my future holds. I have ideas, little glimpses Spirit lets me see, and truth be told, it’s these little flashes of insights that keep me going and keep my hopes afloat. This particular phase of gestation, preparation and fine tuning are the very things that are finally taking me out of survival mode, and more importantly are the very steps that will keep me out of it.
The barrier that keeps me from moving forward is slowly dissolving. The doors that have been shut, and purposefully so, are starting to open. And finally it’s through no effort of my own, other than the intent to go beyond. Effortlessly, which is a Pleiadian favorite, as far as words go and how life was meant to flow. I’ve learned so much in so little time, my fast tracking has finally come to the point where I can slow down. I have to slow down, which is another reason why I’ve been separated from the rat race for months.
I don’t have to wonder what it is I’m going to learn today, or what it is that I might have to articulate so I can share it with the world. I’ve learned everything I need to learn right now, this five year phase of seeing through the illusions and learning the truth. Now is the time to slow down and let things happen. I’m thinking about making jewelry again so I can literally take my mind off everything else in order to make room for the allowance. To let the receiving begin.
There’s this mechanism that I’m being reminded that recognizes and remembers when I suspend the need to know the how’s and when’s, when I let go and drop all the logic, and simply allow it to happen, that’s when it does. Not trying to figure things out is really hard to do, but it’s also one of the most important factors for me right now. Trusting the unknown is what I’m learning to do right this second and has been a major part of what my preparation is all about. They’ve been teaching me this all along however right now it’s coming full circle.
Trusting the unseen is imperative. There’s a sweet spot between creating your own reality and trusting that the universe will take of you, and these past three months have been teaching me just that. It’s funny because I had this vision of two circles coming together and the shared region in the middle, that’s the sweet spot.
When you can live your life from this intersection, you have the best of both worlds and that’s when you start really living in the flow. What’s funny is about two days after visualizing this sweet spot, it showed up in my reality. I don’t even remember where it came from or where I saw it, but when I did, it hit me like a ton of bricks.
This phenomena has been happening more and more. It’s gone from me writing things and then seeing and hearing them, to actually thinking about stuff and then seeing it and hearing it shortly thereafter. I’m talking about a day or two now. I don’t know if that’s manifestation or just my psychic sensitives coming online. Either way it’s pretty cool.
My doubt is finally dissolving to the point where I no longer even have to worry about it. Worry, fear, doubt, all wet blankets we carry around that don’t just block intuition but block the very things that are meant to bring us happiness and joy, not to mention abundance and success. The time has come where I can count on the unseen, I don’t have to know how, I just know everything is unfolding the way it was meant to. And there are no words to describe this sense of freedom, the gratitude I feel is unmeasurable.
It doesn’t have to make sense anymore. I’ve dropped my survival instrument and can actually ignore my brain when it tries to overcompensate. In fact, when I woke up this morning my brain wanted to be off to the races, it tried, and I was like nope. I told my brain I didn’t need it’s help this morning, thank you very much I said but I’m good right now. I put on some music while I laid in bed soaking up all the goodness of feeling comfy and cozy.
The brain is in 3D but I am not. A new integration is upon me, and it’s a big one. A relationship when unexpected things from the unseen come into my life and start really working with me and the only explanation I have is that I’m connected. This is exactly what the old soul is here to do, one thing anyway. Old souls are here to manage multiple jobs with many layers, and showing others how to get connected and stay there is one of ’em.
Something big is coming, I don’t know what it is but I can feel it in my bones. And it’s not just for me, something big is coming for humanity as well. With Uranus, the planet of radical change who likes to break the status quo, moving into Gemini, ruled by the planet Mercury, which all about the mind and communication, anything goes. These next seven years are going to move fast where the theme may as well be anything goes, because anything is possible. Believe the impossible possible because that’s the uncharted territory we’re about to enter.
I’ve mentioned recently the little lamppost decorations on my landlord’s porch and how one of them has started lighting up randomly. Well, last night when I was nudged to look outside, there were two lit up! You talk about stopping me in my tracks. I was already stopped because I was looking out my window but I busted out the biggest laugh. I was awe struck, and a little shocked too.
It was one of those moments where I didn’t know whether to shit or shine because to me it meant something’s coming. There’s three of these lights out there, and just to reiterate, none of them actually work. Just so you know, I looked out the window again, maybe thirty minutes later, and they weren’t on anymore. All the confirmation I need to know they’re specific signs meant just for me. It’s incredible really and it gets me all giddy and excited like a little kid finding a treasure map.
It makes me kind of nervous at the same time, but in a good way, because I know something is coming. It’s like this giddy, silly, excitement that only comes from not knowing exactly what’s next. You know it’s good but you just don’t know what it is. It’s like being the next in line for a brand new rollercoaster, or opening a small box on Valentines Day. I don’t know what’s next but what I do know is that I trust in the timing.
I got this message not too long ago which I find hysterical because more than once I’ve said out loud that these past few months have been boring. And I’ll tell you what, the last time I got a message like this it said ready or not. The funny thing about my spiritual messages is that they don’t come to fruition right away, they’re those glimpses I get to keep me going. I remember mocking the last one and being all bratty-pants and saying out loud, okay Spirit, ready or not, whatever, because nothing was happening.
Maybe a day or two later my light body activation kicked in and I knew exactly what was happening. You watch, I’m gonna see that third light kick on one of these days, and when it does, it’ll be go time. I love how Spirit lets me see things one way or another. Here’s some other things Spirt lets me see…
Spirit lets me see the truth beyond illusions.
Spirit lets me see the beauty in every soul.
Spirit lets me see that I am safe and at peace.
Spirit lets me see the wisdom in pausing.
I trust the timing.
Happy Earth Day
Love and Light