I pulled some cards for the simple fact that sometimes you like to know things are moving. I don’t let things like Draconians get me down because I know there’s others who are here to render that situation. Rion from Team Light, Arcturian emissary, for example. He’s here to do grid work but I’ve also heard some of his stories where he’s literally taken some of the darkness out. I used to be wide-eyed but I no longer need convincing. What’s important here is the ability to observe without reacting, for me anyway.
The waiting game can be tough when you know you’re here for more, and want to do more. Everything in divine timing which calls for some radical acceptance. Acceptance of where I’m at with everything from my current situation to waiting for what’s next. My heart and soul know the way so all I can do is trust in the timing accepting the fact that my situations will work themselves out. There’s reasons for everything and I have to be okay with how it’s unfolding.
Not knowing is the hardest part because we all like to feel as though we have everything under control but I also feel like that’s the whole point, relinquishing control knowing there’s a greater intelligence running the show. It’s all I’ve got and I have to be okay with that. I don’t care how many ‘activations’ you do, my body is moving at the pace that’s not just safe for me but specifically set to a divine plan. April comes with some high energetic activity and planetary placements so I’m trusting it will also bring some kind of forward movement.
My Sacred Rebels Oracle deck because the name says it all. Created by Alana Fairchild and illustrated by Autumn Skye, what a beautiful deck that comes at a time when I need to hear it the most. The Fool in general symbolizes new beginnings, keeping the faith and believing in the universe when you don’t know what’s coming. It’s about taking a leap of faith knowing Spirit’s got your back.
SACRED FOOL
The Fool is a great rebel, able to thwart convention and tell the truth without restraint. Your heart is a wonderful, powerful, sacred tool. It lives according to an inner wisdom.
This oracle heralds a time…now or imminent…when you will feel inspired, alive, and passionate for what you can offer to the world. The Sacred Fool in you trusts completely. It recognizes that the mind is a monkey puppet on strings. So, the Sacred Fool in you urges your mind to let itself be pulled into joy by your heart strings and not into fear or doubt.
It’s time to let life happen in a completely unreserved, unscripted way. The more bizarre, left of field, unexpected and ridiculous the better. It’s okay if it doesn’t feel safe, it’s a sign you’re breaking your own self-imposed conventions. It’s time to move beyond them now because a bigger life adventure is calling to you.
This is wonderful news. It’s the desire of life to operate more radically through you so that you become the conduit through which miracles and synchronicities can occur. There is a refined intelligence behind it all.
The tables will turn and you will gain great inner freedom and creative juices. Stay on your path, stay on your journey, remember to take nothing too seriously and it will all work out perfectly.
Then I pulled the owl and the best part about this card is the fact that I actually woke up to an owl hooting at 3 o’clock in the morning the day before. I didn’t necessarily take it as a sign from Spirit to get my attention, I’ve had an owl swoop down in front of me while riding my bike so I know they’re in the area. I just listened to it for a few and took comfort in it as I fell back to sleep.
AFTER THE STORM
There’s a thunderstorm about. It’s either headed your way or just passing through. A thunderstorm is just natures way of gathering energy together that needs to be released.
You might feel an uncomfortable sense of emotional or psychological pressure within and if something doesn’t happen…and soon…you fear you might just burst! You may also sense that these are forces operating beyond your control. And you would be right.
Even if you’re not sure what the ‘storm’ is about, don’t lose confidence in your ability to successfully bear its progression. Even amongst the chaos of change and in moments of anxiety, know that you have so much light and trust in your heart that you can see the storm is but a passing process and nothing that need worry you.
Your confidence is to remain intact. Whatever is happening, or soon will happen in your life, the storm of sorts, is transformative and supportive of your growth.
Interestingly enough I just started listening to thunderstorms as a form of meditation. No surprise there, right? Synchronicity is my middle name. I heard someone say not too long ago that synchronicity is the solution. I know for a fact it’ll never steer you wrong, it’s a way of life.
I also take comfort in the fact that Spirit likes to remind me that when the storm is over I will be a completely different person. I think it’s fair to say my storm’s been brewing for years now and even fairer to say it still be a brewing.
Love and Light