I love it when the universe sends me a person to speak directly to me. It’s a knowing in the moment that they see me and know exactly what’s going on. I was at a birthday party for one of the babies at church, she turned one yesterday. It was held at the beach and thankfully I was able to enjoy it for an hour and half before heading to work. I can’t help but feel like these are also little tests set in place as I’m always a work in progress these days.
It’s a birthday party so you know there’s gonna be snacks. I noticed a lady who was munching on a sandwich when she says to me, “when you sneak in your own because you can only eat certain kinds of foods.” She says this as I’ve got my grubby little paws in and out of the kettle corn bowl. I stopped mid chew when she said it and then had to turn and laugh. I even said to the ether out loud, oh I know you’re not talking to me?! Make no mistake, the universe, God, Spirit, they all have a wicked sense of humor.
I’m well aware my diet is something I need to be focusing on, the foods I choose to eat anyway. If I don’t have the willpower to not eat what I shouldn’t be then perhaps I just shouldn’t go, it’s as simple as that. I have to give myself credit though, I’ve come leaps and bounds but when you put certain foods in front of me, my diet goes right out the window. Apparently these consist of kettle corn, cookies and chocolate, to name a few.
I know my goal is to get down to one meal a day but I’m finding that to be difficult. It’s hard for me when I’m at any type of celebration because well we’re celebrating but I find it most challenging when I’m working because I feel like I’m digging deep just to get through my shift sometimes. I heard someone say we tend to feel stuck when we feel like we’re not growing and I remember thinking wow that’s pretty on point. I’m getting through it of course but it doesn’t help that I put in almost thirty hours every weekend in the summer.
I do bring my own music which makes all the difference in the world. We’re supposed to play K-EARTH 101 but I can only take so much of hearing the same songs over and over before I start banging my head against the wall. Luckily I didn’t come here to play by the rules so I have no problem bending ’em which means playing my own playlist. Food is another crutch I lean on to get me through it and while I’m well aware I need to be eating one meal a day, I’m just not there yet. And don’t get me wrong, my job can be a lot of fun, I’m just chompin’ at the bit, if nothing else for my second annual Fall road trip.
I’ll tell you what though, I pay for it digestively when I eat foods I shouldn’t be eating. That on top of dealing with ascension symptoms can really have me in a pickle sometimes. It doesn’t happen too often but when it does it can have me shaking my head and sometimes in disbelief because we should all know by now that girls don’t poop. I can’t believe I’m about to share this from my journal but it’s okay because I too have a wicked sense of humor. And what can I say, I’m a realist.
You have to have a sense of humor, not just in a journey where you’re spiritually advancing but in life itself. I don’t know how you could get through anything if you couldn’t laugh at situations and certainly laugh at yourself. I used to say life’s too short to take everything seriously but now that I remember the truth about being eternal and choosing to come here lifetime after lifetime I need to come up with a different saying. Maybe lifetimes are temporary so lighten up will be my new one. You have to have a sense of humor, it’s almost a prerequisite.
Speaking of ascension symptoms I’ve learned that not only are they real but that they’re the body’s response to a flux of incoming light, of higher light frequencies. They’re more like temporary system malfunctions if you ask me. I didn’t take these symptoms seriously in the beginning but as I keep advancing with my own ascension I can’t help but find ’em happening more and more. My personal symptoms have come in the form of, well we know the obvious one. Others include little spouts of dizziness, I’ll lose my footing and chuckle with my invisibles and say, I’m not drunk I’m just ascending.
My vision gets a little blurry here and there. I know some of that is age too as I’m finding myself starting to need readers as well. Insomnia is another one I experience but not too often, thank goodness, and random I don’t even know if you call it ringing in my ears that has me questioning if they’re some kind of download. There’s a whole list of ascension symptoms both emotionally and physically. Luckily I don’t experience too many so I really don’t put too much emphasis on the whole subject in general. It’s all just part of the body regulating itself as I continue to expand my consciousness.
Here’s a few pics of all my signs and synchronicities at work last night. Thank you team, thank you universe, thank you thank you thank you.
I am seen, I am heard and I am loved.
Love and Light