My faith is being tested big time. Not only do I have to believe in myself whole heartedly but I also have to have faith in my path knowing everything is exactly as it’s supposed to be right this second. I have to have faith that I’m manifesting my dream life. I need to continue to have patience while doing the best I can with my current situations. My life force is flowing, I’m open to receive, and I just have to put my best foot forward everyday because these are the things propelling me forward.
I was sitting at work last night, towards the end of my shift, and for the last couple hours there it felt a little chaotic. I was tired as it had been a long weekend, I was trying to enjoy my music but there was also the drum circle in the distance, along with a girl singing on the pier who bless her heart cause she’s out there trying but her voice is sometimes over the top. Then customers doing what customers do and trying my patience and just being ready for my self-care Monday. I remember sitting there thinking this is all set in place for me to recognize how important it is to be the calm amongst the chaos. I need to be able to swim in my pool of peace, always.
I know not only am I unstoppable but my path is as well. I just need to keep showing up, keep the faith knowing clarity will continue to present itself. Not only am I highly protected but I’m also supported in every aspect of my journey especially this new beginning that’s about to show itself. Trust is another biggums right now because without that I don’t have much of anything. I have to have unwavering trust in my invisibles and trust in the unknown, not to mention the process.
I went to church yesterday, first service so I could go to the fair before work, which is also why I was tired, it was a long day. I have to admit I had a realization while sitting there that had me thinking maybe I’ve been too hard on the whole church thing and perhaps maybe I can start taking a softer approach. I got completely choked up singing a hallelujah song and had to grab a tissue and I thoroughly enjoyed the service itself. My pastor can be so funny, he is funny and yesterday was no exception. One of the ladies after the service tells me I didn’t see you but I knew you were there cause I heard your laugh.
The message was about the resurrection of Jesus but thankfully I have the ability to sit and listen with my own interpretations. I took it as Spirit wanting me to recognize my own resurrection, the phoenix rising from the ashes that’s about to take place. No disrespect to my homie Jesus, he is my ascended master after all and I learn the most from his teachings but I’m just not interested really in the Bible’s interpretation of his resurrection, and that’s okay. I can agree to disagree with a lot of the Bible’s interpretations.
Someone asked me not too long ago if I was a Christian and I responded with yes, I was baptized Christian (twice) but I identify more with just being spiritual these days. I feel like I’m nothing yet I’m everything. I’m also a little Hindu, a little Buddhist and if we wanna get deep I’m also a little Jewish, Gnostic, Rosicrucian, Cathartic, New Age and very esoteric. I’m Pleiadian and Andromedan, and those are just the two I know of. Throw in Plato’s philosophies and it just might make it complete for me, keeping in mind though that there’s still so much to learn.
None of the religions are wrong though because in my opinion they’re all after the same thing at the end of the day, it’s just called something different. Seeking ‘God’ is the first and most important step of any awakening or just in life itself because we all have this innate desire imbedded deep in our DNA to return to Source, because we are Source.
We are made of the same stuff as the sun and the stars, we are the universe. This is one of the most important truths that needs to be embraced, we are God, we are everything. There is no separation, never was and never will be. And for Pete’s sake we weren’t born dirty or unworthy and we certainly don’t need anything outside ourselves to make us be otherwise. There’s no need to repent, just know you missed the mark because we all do and move forward with the intent to be better.
I’d like to see everyone having the same belief system some day, a belief system that stems from truth because it is the truth. We need to take the best truths from every religion and bring it all together as one universal belief system. I don’t know how we’ll get there but I’m optimistic it’s possible, hopefully in this lifetime and if not well then I guess I know why I’m coming back as a master myself. Until then I can just do my best to lead by example and share the knowledge I already have along with the knowledge that’s yet to come. One of these days I will remember everything.
The fair didn’t disappoint and we started our visit with the butterflies of course. Can’t get enough butterflies. The movie exhibit was pretty cool too. A lot of truth to be seen in there, if you know what you’re looking for. The best was driving home though when we had our minds blown with one of the best synchronicities I’ve experienced and I think it’s pretty safe to say I’m queen of ’em. We were talking about Justin, Stacy’s son who tragically died in a motorcycle accident this past Christmas.
We were talking about how Justin and I shared the same birthday which then led to our favorite scriptures. Hers was “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” Philippians 4:13 (which is our birthday) and my favorite is “all things are possible with God” Mark 10:27. But in that moment of discussion the most miraculous synchronicity graced us with its presence, the license plate that rolled up next to us had us caught it utter amazement. It was Justin saying hi and that he was right there with us. It was radder than rad. And for that we say thank you. We are all connected, make no mistake.
At one point there was a woman standing next to me in the butterfly exhibit who said something that was pretty awesome. She noticed all my butterflies and she tells me look, there’s three on your hat, three on your shoulder and three on your arm, that’s three, three, three. I responded how that was an angel number and it was just a beautiful moment to share with a complete stranger.
We are all one on many different levels yet fundamentally the same because we all come from the same thing, a creative source of a higher intelligence I have yet to fully understand. I don’ know if we’ll ever fully comprehend the complexity of all that is while incarnated as homo sapien sapiens having human experiences. And that’s okay too because honestly as this point, I’d just like to enjoy the ride.
Love and Light