Calling on your monad isn’t just calling on your inner god/goddess, it’s calling on the the eternal Truth that dwells in your soul. The Truth of who you really are and the power that resides within. It’s gives you the ability to cut straight through fear, doubt and urgency which is everything I was experiencing tenfold yesterday without even understanding why. In fact I do believe I said it at least three times in between my tears of confusion. I don’t even know where this is coming from I said to my team of invisibles when I’d finally had enough of the unnecessary roughness. As far as I was concerned, I was heading to the beach because it was perfect bikini weather and I couldn’t have been more excited.
The next thing I knew my mind was flooded with incoming thoughts of doubts and fears and confusion accompanied by chaos and clutter. Don’t get me wrong I have legit concerns when it comes to things like finance right now and wondering exactly where my next resources are coming from but I also know at the depth of my soul I am taken care of. I know who I am and that I’m here on assignment so spending too much time worrying about things I cannot control will only send me into a spiral, which is exactly what happened.
The entire duration of the beach was spent worrying about this, that and the other. No matter what I did I couldn’t shake the uncontrollable thoughts that wouldn’t leave me alone. I couldn’t concentrate on my music which meant I couldn’t even enjoy my music. Meditating was certainly out of question and to be honest don’t even think I tried it. I was barely able to enjoy soaking up all the goodness of the Sun and after a couple hours headed home.
I hopped in the shower which is where my tears really allowed themselves to flow, I cried because that’s all I could do, and asked for help, please help me understand where all this is coming from, I said. After my shower I sat down to my tablet and before I knew it my fingers led me to a video that was hanging out in the watch later section of YouTube. That video changed everything. Thirty seconds in and I knew exactly what I was dealing with and thankfully it instantly changed my mood. And what a relief.
The stinkin’ archons had a grip on me all afternoon. I was familiar with archons already but this video was my light in the darkness. Let me tell you a thing or two about the archons, besides that they’re real of course. Archons appear in Gnostic texts as malevolent rulers of the material world. They too are invisible. I’ve heard them described as mental body parasites, or viruses in the mental body that divide powerfully positive things in this dimension. They attack the mental body and do everything in their power to divide positivity (through your ego).
They are the ones responsible for placing doubt and fear in your head, and they also place urgency on situations causing you to spiral what feels like out of control. Once I learned it was the archons I was like man, this is exactly why people don’t manifest their hearts desires, and this is exactly why doubt kills dreams faster than failure. Because the archons take a hold and don’t want to let go. It’s been said that they even have the ability to prevent souls from escaping this physical realm but I’m not going there today.
Archons have the ability to bend your awareness until you forget where your power truly exists by working from within. The monad on the other hand is the unified field behind consciousness. The source point where nothing is separate, nothing is missing and everything feels like it’s already connected before you even think it. Every pure intention, positive thought and desire comes from this connection to All That Is first. We all have this connection, it’s a birthright because we are all extensions of Source energy.
Archons are the intentional distortions that pull you away from this connection. They keep consciousness fragmented. Every time you spiral into overthinking, feel pressured to figure everything out in the right now, or seek answers outside yourself because you don’t trust your own perception, that’s the archonic pull. They feed off chaos and turmoil. They keep you reactive, over-stimulated, constantly chasing something just out of reach (the Poltergeist hallway as I call it). They want your awareness scattered because scattered awareness can’t align with the inner knowingness. And when you’re disconnected from your monad, the truth of who you are, your heart’s desires lose their magnetism.
The GOOD NEWS is that once you recognize all this, the patterns and distortions for what they are, you can get rid of them just as fast as they appear. You step outside of their influence when you basically just call them out. When you remember that you are a spark of divine creation yourself they can’t touch you. You overcome their distractions by knowing who you are, a piece of the greater whole. You have to know it and you have to believe it. The monad call works when you choose to shift your state of being. You cannot connect to your monad while your entangled in the illusions that distort your energy.
This takes time of course and you have to intentionally want to connect with your monad and you do that by engaging in practices (spiritual or otherwise), to learn more about yourself, understanding who you really are and by choosing to be a nice human. I knew all this but it’s like I got memory swiped for the day because it wasn’t until it was brought to my attention that it all went away. But I also understand that I had to experience this in order to write about it so not only is it all good, but it’s also all for the greater good.
We all experience these archons on some level whether we realize it or not, or even like it or not. The key is not getting caught up in it and recognizing the patterns and disruptions before they have a chance to do some real damage. When I think about how many times I’ve let doubt and fear get in the way, if only I’d known earlier what it was all about. Now I find it pertinent that everybody know about it too, nobody likes unnecessary roughness and nobody should have to endure it either.
Watch out for the archonic resistance mechanism, your brain relentlessly trying to fight it. When you get close to truth, chaos tries to block the signal. When you start moving towards real alignment, and not the surface fake stuff, when you start moving toward true inner coherence (peace and connection with your inner god/goddess, Higher Self) the mind will want to become louder. This is why it’s imperative to quiet the mind and learn to control your thoughts which is exactly what I am actively working on with this deep dive of isolation (that I’m hoping ends soon lol). Just kidding Spirit, I’m in it for as long as it takes.
Love and Light