It didn’t take long for me to realize the library wasn’t my new hang out. I can go and do what I’ve gotta do but that’s about the extent of it. It was only a matter of time, about an hour after I was done writing, before my body literally told me to get the bleep out. I was sitting there doing my thing when all of a sudden I felt like I was gonna jump out of my skin.
Besides the fact that the seats are really uncomfortable, old school wooden chairs that my keister doesn’t care for, but my legs began to ache and this wave of what felt like adrenaline came over me as if every cell in my body was screaming at me to leave. So I did. I was a little disappointed because I hadn’t listened to any music but at the same time knew I wasn’t meant to. Not in that moment anyway.
There cannot be enough emphasis on trust in this final stretch. Trusting I’m in the flow, that the field has my back, but more importantly, trusting myself. Trusting my intuition, the timing, and knowing who I am, where I came from and why I’m here. My intuition is telling me, and quite frankly has been for a while, that I need to focus on meditating. It’s no secret it’s not my favorite but I’ve been more or less thrust into this space where there’s nothing else to do.
I woke up this morning and after doing some meditating fresh out of dream state, I was inspired to write a poem. I haven’t written a poem in years, which speaks volumes, so naturally I welcomed it with open arms.
I sat up and wrote…
There’s no need to worry child, your miracles are coming.
We only have one question, why are you still running?
Close your eyes and stop the mind, there’s places you must go.
Peace to find, beings to meet, so much for us to show.
Drop the worry, stop the thought, no need for doubts or fears.
Be still, be patient, and come along, stop grinding those old gears.
Meditation is afoot, you simply need to focus,
We’ll show you all you need to know, through love and hocus pocus.
Rest assured we’ve got your back, you live in the land of more.
Abundance is your middle name, it’s time to go explore.
Don’t ignore your intuition, you hear it loud and clear.
Drop your logic, open up, and trust prosperity is near.
After I was finished with my article yesterday, and before cruising around, I went to check out the used book section and walked right into the best surprise ever. Oh the places you’ll go. A key synchronicity that’s been showing up for years, this would be the third time it’s lovingly smacked me in the face. 
This time it came in the form of a book. Needless to say I was mind-blown. I love being mind-blown, it’s the universe’s way of saying I love you. I was so excited and even more so to learn it was only a dollar. I paid for it with nickels. Something inside me told me to grab whatever change I could scrounge up before heading over, and now I knew why.
It was my Higher-Self in full effect. It’s those mindless things you do because something much bigger than you is leading the way. I also saw 8888 in a license plate on my way home so my next course of action was to look it up in my angel number guide book. I got this book for five bucks and absolutely love it…
8888
Keywords: Restoration. Spiritual calling. Romantic reunion.
There’s restoration happening in your life. It may seem impossible, but your angels are working to return, replace, or restore what’s been lost.
It’s also a message of answering a spiritual calling. Faith and psychic sensitivity. Your angels have your back and support you. You didn’t receive your calling by chance.
This angel number also shows up when there’s a romantic reunion on the horizon. Second chances are given every day in matters of the heart. It’s possible that the one you’ve been missing, is missing you too.
I saw 7777 the day before and here’s what that number has to say…
7777
Keywords: Trust your instincts. ET encounters. Transmutation.
It’s time to trust your instincts, and go with your gut. Your guides are urging you to listen to your intuition. It won’t stear you wrong.
In a particularly unique message, when you see 7777, your angels will alert you to possible otherworldly encounters. UFO sightings or ghostly apparitions are possible at this time. This signifies that you’re open to communication outside of the normal senses.
Haha you don’t say. This is exactly why meditation is key. It’s funny because I had a conversation with my Higher Self. This was after I was talking to the ethers asking about all this new energy they keep talking about. I thought we were in this new energy I said, and meditation wasn’t the same as far as it no longer requires you to come early and stay late. This is how the following conversation went…
Me: What about all this new energy?
Higher Self: You have to start by doing it the old fashioned way.
Me: I don’t want to be the Buddha.
Higher Self: Too bad, be the Buddha.
Is it any wonder I find myself where I’ve got nothing but time, with little to no distractions. As adaptable as I may be, I’m also a Taurus Moon which I’m gonna vote makes me just as stubborn. In all fairness my intuition has been trying to tell me this for a long time. And I’ve been avoiding it, more or less, running from it would be more like it.
Your intuition is your gut instinct, it’s that first thought that pops into your head in any given situation. Meditation has been poking at me for far too long. Besides that, my body literally needs to rest right now. The exhaustion is unmistakable. I helped unload the groceries next door this morning and you’d think I ran a marathon. I couldn’t do anything BUT rest.
This silence has also given me the chance to fully recognize the scope of everything that’s happening. My light body activation, Homo luminous, what my business could possibly be for, all of it is mind-blowing when I sit and think about what’s really going on.
It’s not that it’s unbelievable, because anything is possible when you’re connected to the greater cosmic intelligence, but rather it can be hard to believe. And that’s okay because it keeps me humble. I guess there’s only one place to go right now, and that’s within.
Love and Light