Mastering Loving Kindness

I think I tend to forget that I’m still, and will continue to be through the rest of this lifetime, a master in training. Every single day is an opportunity for me to learn and grow and evolve into being the best version of me possible. I’m not just a master in training but I’m also working towards the new human status that each and every one of us will have the same chance to evolve to as well, and from what I understand it’s where all of humanity will eventually be heading.

A big part of mastering yourself is changing the way you think which can be a lot harder than one might imagine. I’m getting better with every passing day but my swim session yesterday afternoon is a prime example. When you’re using the pool at the gym you have to share, not everybody was taught how to share nor does everybody know pool etiquette. I had to wait for a lane to open which wasn’t a big deal because I arrived with no time constraints. And now that I’m thinking about it, this actually comes with a cool story involving one of my claires too.

There was another lady waiting for a lane who told me the second I sat down that I just missed the drama. I responded by telling her that’s probably not a bad thing as I’m thinking to myself how much I’m not interested in the gossip. She proceeded to tell me everything anyway and I did my best to just listen without taking sides. That too can be difficult but is easier when you’re fully aware of what’s happening. It takes time but my awareness is constantly expanding with the inner dialogue that’s always taking place in my head.

It’s so petty at the end of the day but according to her there’s a group of Koreans who weren’t playing nice and not wanting to share a lane. Apparently it even got a little physical which blows my mind but it’s whatever, employees deescalated the situation. Fast forward to me swimming in my half of the lane when I see one of ’em standing a few feet from where I need to do my flip turn. I saw it from the other end of the pool and they had plenty of time to get to the other lane by the time I arrived, this is what’s going through my mind anyway as I’m swimming up on it.

It brought me to a complete stop and to the point of me even having to wait several seconds. As I stood up and then watched them struggle to get under the swimming lane line I had two options. In that moment I had two choices, I could stand there and let it bother me or I could do the right thing and help them out. I’ll be honest in that split second I was almost annoyed because they were taking so long but then in the next split second my higher self angel essence kicked in and I lifted that lane line so they could get under it and then continued with my laps.

I didn’t really think twice about it all until I was finishing up by taking off my goggles and swim cap when I noticed all of ’em standing around me, some in the pool and some out. I think there was six of ’em. I was taken aback at first wondering what this was gonna be all about when the next thing to happen was every single one of them wanting to thank me for being so nice as some of ’em had seen me lift that lane line. I told them all no problem with a genuine smile but it also gave me the chance to notice that the person who was trying to get under the lane line was old enough to be great grandpa and had a hard time moving in general.

It just goes to show you never know what other people are all about and you should always aim to doing the right thing, even if somebody tries to sway you otherwise. I always say, and even more so now that I’ve been fully emersed on this path for a few years, never judge a book by its cover because you don’t know other peoples stories. Everybody has a story, everybody has a past and everybody has a reason they need someone else to show them some kindness.

I was proud of myself as I spent the next hour reflecting on everything that went down and how many different ways it could’ve transpired. I really try to always be as nice as possible remembering that even though they come from a different country with a much different culture we are all still equal in that we are all human beings here to experience our own expressions. Even if most don’t realize the true purpose of the experience yet, we all have an inner light, no matter how dim or illuminated, that still needs to be recognized. We are all brothers and sisters here on planet Earth.

It was another reminder for me personally that I always need to be the bigger person and what an amazing place this will be when we all adopt this unifying principle. Loving kindness is now my religion and is something I implement daily, even when I don’t feel like it. Mastery is all about evolving into a better person and it’s done by changing the way we think and act. Enlightenment is the name of my game and I achieve it by expanding my awareness and consciousness which is done through experience, intention and action.

I have to keep reminding myself, especially when I’m feeling stuck or stagnant, that I am here with dual if not multiple purposes. My evolvement is essential for humanity as a whole. Somehow and in some way my expansion holds space for other individuals not to mention future generations to follow. That’s what I’ve been told anyway. I’m always on assignment, every situation is a chance to learn and grow, expand and evolve. I think I lose sight of that sometimes and need to be a little more patient not only with my journey but with myself. Haha, always about patience with me. Leaps and bounds though, I’ve come leaps and bounds.

Quick side note about my clairvoyance. Before I arrived at the gym to swim I was at the other gym doing some red light therapy and massage chairs when the thought popped into my head of me swimming in a particle lane. Didn’t think much of it at the time because the visual came in and then left just as quick but wouldn’t you know it, it’s the lane I ended up swimming in. Maybe something, maybe nothing, maybe clairvoyance.

Another incidence happened at the funeral I went to last week, a coworkers mom transitioned back Home so most of us from work attended to support him. I was sitting beside two of my bosses when another coworker came in and patted our two bosses on the back. Before I even had a chance to think about it I said to the boss sitting next to me, I said watch so and so is gonna say he didn’t even know it was me.

I said it exactly how I thought he’d respond and in the voice I knew he’d do it in. I then asked him if I was chopped liver and without missing a beat he replied with exactly what I had said and how I said it. I don’t know but my boss was completely blown away with her wide eyes and open mouth. It was pretty funny and it’s happening more and more as my claires continue to open up.

In a world where you can be anything…be kind.

Love and Light