To say my life has evolved into one giant synchronicity is an understatement. The excitement of everything that continues to unfold never gets old, and this morning is just another example. As I was laying in bed soaking up all the goodness of a June Gloom morning I said out loud, all I’m missing is some music. I kid you not, maybe five minutes later I got exactly what I wished for.
They were setting up for the annual first responders appreciation luncheon at the church next door, and for the next four hours I got my music. The first three songs may as well have been sent just for me, and I’m sure they were…
“This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine”
‘Ain’t no mountain high enough”
“Here comes the sun little darlin'”
All I could do was laugh and say thank you while I lay there all cozied up in my fresh sheets. My legs were extra achy this morning so laying in bed was the only remedy really. It’s an adjustment, not having my electronics. I have my moments where I think I might be going crazy, but they’re few and far between. It’s not forever, it’s just for now and I understand this. With each passing day I get closer to where I need to be.
I’ve officially stopped kicking the can down the road, the one that holds any lingering doubts, worries or fears. They’re all slowly but surely fading away and before I know it I won’t even see that can in the middle of the road anymore. It’ll all be completely out of sight sooner than later. I’m essentially healing what’s left of any poverty consciousness where time is the key factor.
My guides, ancestors, galactic family, oversoul, all of ’em are working with me every second of every day, one way or another. From what I understand they do most of it while I’m sleeping because that’s when I’m most open to receive. During the day it’s me, my Higher Self and I. It’s not so bad, I learned to appreciate silence decades ago when I spent 45 days in a tank with thirty other women who were out of control.
I was sentenced to two weeks in the Orange County jail for my 2nd DUI but popped hot for a drug test I didn’t know I was gonna take, sneaky buggers. I’ll never forget the moment I left the facility though, it’s when I fully understand the concept of silence is golden. For 45 days straight there wasn’t a single moment of peace and quiet, not with fifteen bunk beds and thirty women with something to say. I spent the following few days in Laguna Hills in silence just because I could.
Any time discouragement wants to creep in I remember those days and remind myself just how good I have it in my little chamber of transformation. I’ve got no problem with silence at the end of the day and by now know how to entertain myself just fine. This morning I enjoyed the music, played some solitaire, and made two necklaces before heading to the library for a few.
Reading has become my new favorite pastime, my intuition is telling me with all this time on my hands it just makes sense. I’m rereading my Pleiadean book, Bringers of the Dawn. I’m amazed at how I see new things, or how it makes sense on a completely different level than from the first time around maybe a year ago. I guess that’s reasonable considering all the new information I’ve received since then.
I thought it might be a good idea to reread my journals from the past four months. I’m amazed but not surprised that the second page of my January journal was exactly what I needed to see…
Your life isn’t supposed to return to what it was. It’s supposed to expand into what is has never yet been. The feelings you’re experiencing right now, the sense of endings and restlessness, these aren’t warnings, they’re preparations.
This is the sacred in between.
Where the old self dissolves and the new self begins to breathe. This is where you stop dragging your past into your future. This is where you stop expecting darkness to repeat itself. When you stop settling for a life that doesn’t match your soul.
This is where everything shifts.
Even if you don’t feel ready yet, you will because you’re not doing this alone. Every step forward you take, no matter how shaky, activates support you cannot see. Every moment you choose to keep going opens doors that haven’t existed yet. Every breath you take in faith becomes a signal to the universe that you’re willing to receive what’s always been meant for you.
This is the moment your story turns.
-Laws of the Universe
I was shuffling my Time Travelers Oracle deck by Denise Lynn when out popped the peace card…
PEACE
No matter what’s happening on the surface, know that all is in perfect harmony. Everything is flowing smoothly and effortlessly, as it’s meant to be. Peace transcends fear, rises above the illusion of separation and connects you even more with the Creator.
It’s the awareness that everything is unfolding according to divine timing. True peace isn’t boring; it’s full of grace, enthusiasm and vitality. Serenity isn’t something you need to seek or try to attain, it’s already within you.
Remember that you can choose peace in any given circumstance, even when things around you are chaotic, confusing or irritating. Spend time in nature, it’s the universal balancer.
Life is moving, even if it may seem like it’s moving at a snails pace or feels like I’m just wasting time. Spirit keeps showing me things to prove this to me in ways that only I understand. Everything is in motion, I can feel it my bones. Haha, no pun intended. Every day it gets easier as I wave goodbye to the old so I can welcome what’s to come. With every passing day I’m shown something new; a way, a solution, an idea or different perspective.
I’m doing my best to take advantage of my private education learning things only time can teach me. Lessons that can now be learned though my intuition and inner knowing while resting in stillness while my body recalibrates to the light codes coming in. Synchronicity isn’t just the life I now live, it’s when reality starts to bend for me. It’s the new way of life available to everybody.
Love and Light