I have to keep reminding myself that I’m not here to figure it all out, as much as I might want to. I have to think back to my 4th prophetic message and remember I’m here to do ‘God’s will’ which to me translates into whatever my Higher Self is guiding me to. I incarnated specifically in this lifetime on a mission. And not just to heal intentional karma and overcome obstacles, which I also don’t want to downplay because that’s a big deal too, but whatever it is that all this leads to is something that remains a mystery.
At this juncture all I can do is trust my intuition, trust in the timing and trust that my higher self knows exactly what it’s doing and knows exactly how it’s suppose to unfold. We are in the infancy stages of unprecedented times and with Uranus (who’s middle name is plot twist) moving into Gemini next week it will only continue to speed up not to mention reveal so much more. Let’s not forget that within the year 2025 every single planet will have moved into a new astrological sign which is something we’ve never seen before. So when they say believe the impossible possible, this is partly why, anything’s possible cause we just don’t know.
I’m not even talking about the retrogrades. When planets go retrograde they’re astronomically closer to the Earth which makes them symbolically stronger. From what I understand many of the planets at some point in the following months go retrograde and everything goes direct the beginning of 2026, keeping in mind the astrological new year starts with the March equinox. Uranus retrogrades back into Taurus until April of 2026 and will then go direct into Gemini where it will stay for seven years. I’ve heard these next few weeks and months are somewhat of a trial run for what’s to come next year (and for good) when everything goes direct.
Intuition is the voice of our superconscious self, or soul, that guides us moment by moment. That could look different for everybody, whether that’s perceived as a voice (inside your head), a feeling or a knowing. In the simplest of terms it’s your gut reaction which is why you often hear to trust your gut, whether your consider yourself spiritual or not. It’s a knowing in any given moment of exactly what to say, what to do or where to go. And also what to hold back on which is something I’m currently experiencing.
I understand I’m in wait mode right this second but that doesn’t change the fact that I want to do more. For example, I know there’s reasons I’m still working on the pier and that again could be (and most likely is) for the simple fact that I’m waiting for whatever’s next. It’s a safe place to be and provides me with everything I need while I’m waiting. However, it doesn’t change the fact that I now do see true colors of everybody around me and without going into detail makes me sometimes uncomfortable.
I also know I’m here to learn unconditional love so it’s also important for me to be submerged in certain situations with certain people but at the same time I’m simply eager to be around what I would call my people and that’s people with the same values and integrity that I hold. I’m aware there’s a bigger picture to be seen that will show itself in due time, I’m just ready for something else plain and simple. I can’t fake how I feel, nor do I want to, so all I can do is put whatever the lessons are that I’m still learning into perspective and rise above the best I can.
Besides, you never know, John Galt could walk through my doors at work at any given moment. Who’s John Galt? As far as I’m concerned he’s the new archetype for 5D that I’m currently accepting applications for. I saw a bumper sticker maybe six or seven months ago that read I am John Galt. I almost followed that truck, haha just kidding. Haha, no I’m not. Then there’s the other bumper sticker I saw in Redondo Beach that read you don’t even know who Nikola Tesla is and I wanted to scream out the window yes I do! I’ve outgrown my neighborhood and I’m feeling it even more so now than ever.
I was seriously contemplating signing up for a QHHT course that I’ve been wanting to take since the Disclosure Festival when I was first introduced to it. I forget why I was redirected then, I don’t even remember how they did it, I think it was financial, but I do remember feeling disappointed it wasn’t on my journey agenda. Here I am now taking an interest in it again and this time it’s my intuition telling me it’s not the right time. I guess I should be grateful I’m far enough along and have grown to the point where I don’t need a course correction from external sources but rather have come far enough to trust in what my gut is telling me.
Mark my words though, one of these days I will take the Quantum Hypnosis Healing Techniques that come from Dolores Cannon. If nothing else it’s simply a tool I want in my spiritual toolbox. That and the fact that I find it extremely fascinating and think there’s so much to be learned and people can most definitely benefit from knowing the truth about our origins and past lives. For whatever reason it’s not in my immediate future and I have be okay with that.
These days I’m practicing the art of surrendering. Surrendering to all judgements about what’s happening in the world, judgements of anything relating to work or church and people in general, surrendering to it all. I understand that everything happening in every aspect of life is necessary for the long-term shift that’s taking place. I’m doing my best to increase my levels of trust while focusing on the present. It’s through this focus and detachment that will allow for doors to open and new experiences to present themselves.
Detaching from outcomes is another biggums I’m working on, it’s really hard to do when it comes to the things we think we need, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. The heart wants what the heart wants. However, at the same time, the soul knows what the soul knows therefore I have to surrender to it all and trust my higher self is at the wheel and doesn’t need directions. I will continue to do what I’m doing and right now that’s continue to live my best beach life, and for that I say thank you!
Love and Light