Here I’ve been walking around slightly frustrated yet still with a smile on my face waiting patiently for the universe when all the while the universe has been waiting for me. Another level of understanding when it comes to creating my own reality. It’s simple really, I can’t open the door to another chapter until I close the door on this one. With that said my last day on the pier will be December 7th. Walk with confidence Spirit says knowing the best is yet to come because something special is on its way. And all I have to do is believe.
I got up to use the bathroom last night and felt nudged to peak around the corner and when I did the clock read 11:11. The same happened at 2:22 and then again at 5:55 when I got up to turn down the heater. Angel numbers are a big part of my life anyway however as of late they’re showing up more and more. It’s the universe confirming my intuition is on point yet again and while it takes courage to trust deeply, it takes even more courage to take action when the time is right and that time is now. I received some new perspectives when it comes to angel numbers…
- 111 Alignment
- 222 Balance and Union
- 333 Divine Intervention
- 444 Spiritual Protection
- 555 Major Life Changes
- 000 Complete Reset
I wrote some notes in my dream journal yesterday and when it came through in a group text not even an hour later, that pretty much solidified all the confirmation I needed. My green light actually came through November 26th, it was subtle but it was there. 
Here we are almost a week later and I now get to walk around with my Mona Lisa smirk knowing that it’s all systems go. The time has come for me to take another leap of faith trusting that my path will unfold with every step I take. I’m no stranger to jumping off a cliff backwards head first so it’s just another chance to prove that my team has my back.
It’s bitter sweet of course as I’m eager to move forward yet have no idea what’s really next. What I do know is that the job on the pier is no longer in alignment with my soul’s journey so to continue would only be holding me back. I’ve been feeling this for months now so I am extremely grateful it’s time to focus on other aspects of where I’m at. Speaking of, I pulled some cards from my Denise Lynn Time Travelers deck about two weeks ago and these were the cards that popped out…
- Focus
- Happiness
- Transformation
- Creativity
- Leadership
- Trust
It’s funny because when the first card (Focus) popped out, before I could even finish my smart alecky comment of and what should I be focusing on, the next card (Happiness) popped out. As much fun and healing as I’ve accomplished working on the pier, it no longer brings me the happiness it once did. While most don’t even recognize it, it’s exactly why I have to go, I am no longer in vibration with it. It’s also telling me happiness is what I have to look forward to, along with reaping the rewards of my transformation as I step into my role of leadership. When I asked for one last card and Trust popped out, I smiled and laughed a little as it definitely boosted my ever evolving confidence.
My first green light came in the form of a video that solidified everything I’ve been feeling and basically reminded me of everything I’ve become and have yet to experience. A direction confirmation activation to be exact, I am no longer being prepared because it’s now time for positioning. 
It was then that I remembered another message on my fridge that now also made more sense to me than ever before. Spirit is making an example out of me so not only is there no way to fail but it’s now time to prove just how deeply I trust.
This doesn’t just apply to me, everybody has the same amount of help, their own team of invisibles just waiting on standby for you to take the first steps. We all come in with our own guides and assistance but it’s up to you to make the decision, set some intentions and then get curious. Seek and ye shall find as the saying goes, what you seek is seeking you. My life is just an example of what’s possible and one way or the other the pendulum does swing.
I’m just getting started, my life is about to really begin. I’ve put in the hard labor of doing the shadow work, kicking bad habits, clearing karma and overcoming obstacles. Now it’s time for the universe to reward me for all that I’ve done. It’s about spiritual resonance and attracting what I’m ready for. All that was once rooted in fear, lack or past pain is being replaced with the version of me built from truth, power, intuition and purpose. This is the beginning of everything.
- Fate: the life I’m meant to live
- Karma: the lessons I’ve completed
- Intuition: the truths I can no longer ignore
- Divine Timing: the moment the universe intervenes
By closing the chapter on the pier I signal to the universe that I am ready, I am aligned, it’s a frequency that signals to pretty please send me what’s meant for me. Opportunities that were closed will open, paths that were blocked will clear and connections that were distant will gravitate towards me. The moment I realized that the universe was actually waiting for me (to create my own reality) was priceless.
I was relaxing on the beach soaking up all the goodness of some free vitamin D when the revelation hit. Let’s not forget the first song played was You Sexy Thing, I believe in miracles! Then there was all the other synchronicities that followed. 
The honeybee that hung out with me for about an hour, more synchronistically orchestrated songs reassuring me everything was gonna be alright. But the best was the penny that magically found it’s way onto the corner of my towel. I love surprises from Spirit, especially when things appear out of nowhere.
Naturally I looked up the spiritual meaning of a honeybee (again) which just reminded me of how hard I’ve worked. Not only is honeybee the connotation of my name, Melissa, it also represents community, productivity and divine connection. It signifies the importance of hard work, while its product, honey, often symbolizes life’s sweetness and rewards. Bees are also seen as messengers from the spirit realm, guiding individuals towards healing, wisdom and balance.
- Community and collaboration
- Productivity and diligence
- Healing and abundance
- Divine connection and wisdom
- Balance and harmony
It was a beautiful day on the beach that day, it was the day before Thanksgiving and just like every other day, I had everything to be thankful for. I spent a few hours recharging my batteries as it was perfect So Cal weather. I laughed, I cried, I listened to music, I listened to the ocean but more importantly I listened to my heart. My heart was saying I’ve been shrinking myself to keep the peace. I deserve more than what I’ve been settling for and it’s time to move on from an environment I’ve outgrown.
Aries is ruled by movement so stagnation does nothing for me, my soul is ready to evolve. It’s time to officially say goodbye to survival mode and hello to creativity. Survival mode comes in many forms and I’ve experienced every single one of them for decades. One of those levels is repeating routines that no longer match my evolution. Another is the feeling of lack or that I might not have enough. My mother actually came through yesterday as I was walking across a parking lot. It came out of nowhere and I even said it out loud. It was my mother talking because not only is it something she would’ve said, but I sounded like her too. She told me I never had to worry about money again.
It brought tears to my eyes because I knew it was her. She sees everything, when she transitioned she became one with my soul again. She knows my thoughts and feelings, and is well aware of my financial concerns while I take this next leap of faith. While I do have enough in the bank to make me feel comfortable, faith can be hard work. Reprogramming your brain to know you will always have enough not to mention always be provided for takes effort and consistency. In the five years of this journey thus far, they’ve never disappointed so now would be no different. If anything I have more faith than ever, and for that I say thank you.
Nothing can be the same because I’m not the same. It’s what evolution is all about and exactly how the universe works. The more I work on bettering myself, the better my situations get. My current timeline is collapsing and the new higher destiny is rising in its place. I’m stepping into the version of myself I’ve worked so hard to become because it’s the version I was always meant to be. Everything is shifting, from the restlessness in my soul to the environment I surround myself with. I’m emotionally sensitive and spiritually alert and need to take some extra time to rest while everything’s also shifting on a cellular level.
For whatever reason I feel it most in my legs, my eyes, temperature fluctuations, disrupted sleep patterns and bouts of fatigue. The strangest thing happened a few weeks ago, although not much really strikes me as strange anymore but I wasn’t sure what to make of it at first. In fact my words were somewhere along the lines of what the bleep am I supposed to do with this? I’m well aware the universe likes to give us mirrors and this random mouse, that was very much out of place and I’m gonna vote not even native to the area, crossed my path and left me awestruck.
It looked like a kangaroo mouse, or at least that’s what popped into my head, with it’s long feet and bulging eyes. It was right outside my front door but what really caught my attention, and broke my heart at the same time, was that it couldn’t use it’s back legs. It didn’t just cross my path once, but three times in a matter of maybe ten minutes, as I went back and forth to the main house. It’s as if the universe wanted to make sure I was paying attention. I even gave it a walnut before it finally crawled underneath my house and disappeared for good.
Not much longer later my legs started to ache and still do off and on to this day. I have no idea why but I did also experience this back in March when I was visiting Joshua Tree. It does mess with my exercise regime and needless to say I’m not able to roller skate as often as I would like. I’m sure it’ll all make sense some day and I just have to be okay with that not being today. Perhaps it’s the universe forcing me to rest more as there’s an influx of energetic this and that coming in. Animals are just another way the universe speaks to us.
Perhaps it has something to do with 3I/ATLAS, which a little birdy told me is carrying Lyran and Pleiadian energy. Nobody really knows what it is but I can tell you it’s nothing to fear or worry about. Everything is shifting which would also mirror the fact that I am too. I have everything to look forward to as I continue to ride these waves of change and graciously accept all that comes with it as I stand open with my loving arms to receive.
I look forward to my decisions becoming more intentional and setting firmer boundaries while I continue to balance my emotional responses. I look forward to new responsibilities, healing silently and otherwise, being the calm in any type of chaos where my self-worth is unshakeable. I am unstoppable and ready for a new beginning. With new beginnings comes new opportunities, new challenges, new successes and new reasons to feel grateful. Happy birthday to my favorite Sag, you know who you are.
You know what makes the human species so special? We have the power to believe.
Love and Light
And then Spirit sent me a song. I need a tissue. Thank you.
