I don’t know how many times I said I needed a vacation. Well be careful what you wish for because I haven’t written anything in three to four weeks and while I did need a break so to speak, I also miss doing one of the things I love the most. The hardest part for me when it comes to this transitional phase of waiting patiently/trusting deeply is relinquishing control, as far as feeling as though I have to figure it all out. I’m taking a deep dive with solitude and reflection while finding ‘surrendering to the process’ easier said than done. I can say I surrender until I’m blue in the face but it’s not until I actually embody the frequency of surrendering do I actually align with the unlimited opportunities that will ultimately come my way.
Everything’s pointing to releasing the inner critic, the realist I’ve always claimed to be and stepping more into the inner child and being the dreamer I came here to be. I have to admit it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. What do you mean everything will naturally gravitate towards me (when the time is right). It reminds me of the t-shirts I saw on a recent Knott’s trip. I saw a lot of t-shirts and many with words however there were two that stood out, or shall I say spoke to me, so much so that I recall them all the time now.
Be patient. No worries. Two men wearing two t-shirts standing next to each other yet in two different parties. I chuckled as I knew in that moment they were meant specifically for me. I would’ve taken a picture but they were standing directly in front of me, one step closer and we could’ve shook hands. I’m sure it’s just the universe once again wanting to make sure I was paying attention.
What’s also got me smiling this morning with a little head shake is that I mentioned (out loud) to my field of all things invisible that I want to write, almost as if a plea for inspiration because writing is something I thoroughly enjoy doing. Wouldn’t you know it, after almost a month of a dry spell, here I am writing this very article. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that I actually did some candle gazing at 3 o’clock in the morning while listening to some theta waves on my headphones for the first time.
Then this shorts crossed my path with an 1111 as the title…
This video was sent to you by the universe because you’ve been questioning what comes next. You’ve felt something calling you forward, a quiet pull toward change, even though you can’t see where it’s leading. And maybe you’ve been second guessing it, wondering if it’s meant for you. This feeling is something sacred, it’s your soul remembering the path it came here to walk.
The truth is, the next chapter of your life won’t come with full clarity or guarantees, it begins with trust. Trusting the nudge, trusting the timing, trusting that what’s calling you isn’t meant to confuse you, it’s meant to awaken you. You might lose people, routines, even parts of yourself along the way. But that’s how the old makes space for the aligned.
The unfamiliar you feel right now, that’s growth taking more form, so take the step and take the step to the unknown. You don’t need to see the whole path, just the next step in front of you because the universe doesn’t send messages to test you, it sends them to remind you. You’re exactly where you’re meant to be.
I’m aware things are changing, everything from my physical reality to things I can’t even see happening behind the scenes. Two obvious ones, I’m no longer on the pier and I’m no longer attending church, which is proving to be a little more difficult for lack of a better word, and only in the sense that people are noticing. Some are even asking questions that I’m not comfortable answering. The fact that I currently reside in such a close proximity to the church makes it challenging at times and I have to be honest when I say sometimes I don’t leave my little chamber of transformation until the coast is clear.
As much as I’ve learned along the way what’s most important is that I stay true to myself and I do that by doing what’s right for me, no matter what others might be saying or how ridiculous my actions (or lack there of at times) may seem to others. I don’t have all the answers and I have to admit that that’s not easy for me on any level. It’s not easy for anybody but I also have to remember that I’m a wayshower so I’m learning a new way of life while also learning to embrace the fact that letting go is essential. Let’s not forget that letting go also requires quite a bit of courage not to mention strength and faith.
The signs are obvious, it’s just a matter of timing. This license plate was the first of many. Right now my next step is opening an LLC which to me makes no sense at all. Haha, I don’t even have any assets to protect (yet) and I’m not even generating an income from Fearless Aries. 
That doesn’t mean I won’t and I also know deep down I came here to succeed not to mention map out how I did it, so it’s inevitable that I will break these generational curses revolving around financial security. I’m just in the thick of the unknown where the only thing I’m sure of right this second is that it’s unfamiliar and yes it’s uncomfortable.
It reminds me when I took that plunge in the ocean however long ago and my buddy said to me that I was afraid of the unknown. I remember at the time being like no I’m not and now that I’m facing it head on on a daily basis I’m questioning whether or not maybe I am, which is a very human-based quality that I’m pretty sure most face themselves. But then when you have movies like On a Wing and a Prayer cross your path and you get teary-eyed when they say things like trust in everything you can’t see it just reminds me I’m so not alone.
In fact there were a few lines in the movie speaking directly to me loud and clear. He mentions to the control tower that this is his first rodeo (me navigating my next steps) and she (Spirit) responds by telling him she understands it can be stressful, and I quote, we’re here for you. We see everything in your path much further then you can imagine. All you’ve gotta do is just keep on flying the plane perfectly like you’re doing right now. We’re gonna get you through this.
I love how when he was doubting himself and not sure if he could land the plane, he’s reassured with we’ve come this far and we’re almost there. Sometimes you’ve gotta trust in things you can’t see. You don’t have to tell me to trust invisible things, it was just Spirit nudging me and reminding me all I have to do is go with the flow. How can I not heed the advice to lean in on a force that governs this world that is so much bigger than any of us could possibly imagine?
Call it God, call it the universe, Spirit, extraterrestrials, call them Light Beings, your Higher Self, call it whatever it is that you know for a fact is something greater than your (ego) self. For me, it’s a compilation of D. All of the above and it’s this force that is now asking me, sometimes gently and other times not so much, to truly trust that I am 100% being guided so please stop the worry because it’s simply an unnecessary roughness that only clouds the mind with chaos and confusion.
The best was the end though when his brother/recently passed on loved one shows up to tell him all he needed to do was let go. Just let go. It spoke volumes to me and made me all warm and fuzzy inside knowing our passed on loved ones never leave our side. They never leave our side as we stay finishing out the lifetime they’ve sine left behind. We’ll all eventually catch up. A movie where a bunch of strangers come together, a true story mind you, to make it all happen. What a beautiful and inspirational movie. Thank you.
Meditation is coming in loud and clear as well and while I’ve never considered myself a meditator and if I’m being truthful don’t much care for it either. Even Kryon mentioned that this new era comes with new energy that doesn’t necessarily require meditation, at least not in the sense of how it’s been done in the past. No longer are we requited to show up early and stay late. I’m sensing the need to at least give meditation a try for the simple fact that I need to quiet my mind because when we quiet our mind we allow ourselves the ability to be open to receive. That can be anything from just stillness to intuition, or clarity to any latent psychic abilities. It’s limitless really. Anybody who thinks there’s a limit is actually believing their own mental limitations.
It’s almost as if I’ve exhausted everything else so I’m somewhat being forced to do what I haven’t yet tried. I’m no stranger to the universe forcing me into uncomfortable positions and situations, whether it’s for growth which is usually the case or because I didn’t listen in the first place, perhaps because I tend to be a little on the stubborn side which is an old shadow I’m still learning to leave behind. One way or another I will learn though, that’s for sure. Spirit be like why not try the path of least resistance?
I pulled some cards from my new deck The Videns Illuminata Tarot Deck designed by Christopher Lee., which is just one example of why I no longer attend church. They openly disagree with the art of tarot cards. But it doesn’t even matter really when we all learn to practice spiritual sovereignty. What works for me doesn’t have to work for you and vice versa, and that’s okay. To each their own.
- 3 of Wands
- 4 of Wands
- Temperance
- 3 of Cups
- The World
- Ace of Cups
Nothing but positivity in my book, which is essential at this stage of my journey as well. It’s imperative to always stay as positive as possible in life but I’m doing my best to show up everyday with a smile even though I don’t have a clue what I’m really doing (when it comes to starting a business). I’m actively showing up and embracing my new favorite mantra which is be foolishly optimistic. The way I see it, being stubbornly human and adult-like isn’t as much fun anyway.
The 8 of Cups (walking away) and the 5 of Cups (lack) followed by the Page of Cups (new beginnings). I’m walking away from what no longer serves me. I have nothing bad to say about the pier or church, I’ve simply outgrown both so it only makes sense that they have dissolved from my life.
The Law of Attraction doesn’t budge, it just is, and with that said I am not a vibrational match for either anymore. With the 5 of Cups I’m also walking away from any and all lack that I’ve pretty much (felt like I’ve) grown up with and now it’s up to me to walk away and then create my new reality resting assured I will receive all the help needed along the way.
As long as I’m meeting the universe half way, the laws will work in my favor. Saying it and doing it are two totally different things as this is what I’m currently experiencing. The Page of Wands is an amazing card to end with as it represents expansion and adventurous new beginnings. The Pages are the youngest court cards symbolizing (childlike) curiosity, innocence and potential reminding me to just go for it. There are no wrong turns in life, only new experiences and opportunities for growth which is the name of the game anyway.
No pressure, right? Just do nothing, and then take action. Stay positive even though you don’t know what’s next or who’s coming in, or how you’re getting to millionaire status. It can be confusing therefore I shall quiet the mind that always wants to know the how, when, where and why. They sure drilled that in in school, didn’t they? I’ve learned everything I need to get me where I am today. Now it’s time to make choices and not just hope for the best but rather make choices and then simply allow for the best remembering that everything in creation is now supporting everything I always knew was possible, I just have to allow it all to come online.
Like I mentioned, all my signs are there, Spirit’s doing their part in reminding me how much I’ve already accomplished. I am the beginning point of miracles because I am a miracle. Now I just need to believe, especially in myself and that I’m worthy, and then allow for the rest to unfold. It’s my role to continue integrating as much light as possible to continue being the ripple that restores this reality. I don’t need to save anybody, not even the planet, humanity and Mother Gaia will ultimately save themselves. I’m simply the remedy, the pathway, the resolution and solution that I came here to be. I become the change, therefore I am the change. And I am the Light.
This is what happens when I don’t write for a month…Aries can’t stop, won’t stop.
Be the gazelle. Remind me to tell you what that is later. I’m gonna brand that too.
be love & be light