Foolishly Optimistic

Something shifted today. I don’t know what it is exactly, but I feel different, better than ever, more confident and definitely foolishly optimistic. Maybe it has something to do with the full moon, probably, but then again there’s a lot of planetary movement happening in the sky this month. Ten conjunctions to be exact, not to mention a Cazimi, which is when a planet has a powerful alignment with the Sun. It’s an Arabic word meaning ‘as if in the heart‘. It’s a pretty big deal astrologically speaking. Actually upon further investigation there’s four Cazimis in January which is pretty amazing, and very rare.

It feels like the first day of the rest of my life. With that said I’ve started implementing some new routines, literally started them today and that probably has something to do with it too. I’m starting my mornings with a meditation. I’ve done it here and there but today I set the intention to start every morning when I first open my eyes to go into a musical meditation. After jotting down my dreams of course.

This morning’s dream just for S&G’s goes like this…

Jill and I took a bus and watched a baseball game from it. Then we drove a car up a big steep driveway to a diner where I used the men’s bathroom and peed standing up in a urinal.

Haha, okay, must’ve been a past life bleedthrough. My first meditation went well, so far it’s a compilation of some Hindu and Pleiadian songs that have crossed my path over the past week or so. I did have a profundity as I like to call them so I wrote that down too…

From conspiracy theories to compassion for the conditioning.

I’ve mentioned before that I’ve never been a big fan of meditation but my spidey senses are telling me some of my least favorite words are going to be my biggest allies. Oddly enough, it feels like I’ve said that before in a deja vu kind of way. For example, meditation, discipline and exercise. Don’t get me wrong I’m a big fan of exercise (now) and as a matter of fact continued my Sunday morning with a trip to the gym for some Body Pump which proved to be a fantastic idea.

It was funny because right in the middle of the workout I was feeling grateful for actually being there after months of not exercising for different reasons and the exact thought that was floating in my head was, it’s about time. And I kid you not without missing a beat Rita (the instructor on her microphone) says, you’re right on track. I don’t even know what she was referring to or talking about because I was in my own little world right that second but all I could do was smile as I knew it was Spirit giving me a wink.

It gets better. As I was walking out of the gym the song by The Monkees was playing, ‘and then I saw her face’, so I sang it all loud like I was the only one there and the two guys by the desk chimed in, ‘now I’m a believer’ and we all had a good laugh. It was another one of those precious stranger moments that puts a spring in my step. Naturally I sang that song all the way to my car but what happened next tops them all. I said out loud as I was pulling away from the gym, I believe in all things invisible and in that moment, again without missing a beat, two dashboard warning lights flashed. (Fun fact, as I’m typing this sentence both my legs went all goosey.)

I don’t even know what those two lights were for because it didn’t even matter. They flashed five or six times strobe-style, super fast, and that was it. Again, it was Spirit telling me they hear me and they see me. These kinds of moments never seize to amaze me, all three of these beautiful moments that happened just because I went to the gym. It’s these moments that get me through every single day, they happen no matter where I’m at.

Another routine I started today is how I eat my meals, and that’s with no distractions, as far as no YouTube or Prime Video while I’m eating. Eating my meal with no TV distractions allows me to not just enjoy my actual meal but to truly appreciate every bite and give thanks to everything that provided it. It’s also another chance to do another form of meditation. With each meal I’ll pull some cards from a deck that is either calling to me or simply choose the first one that catches my eye. Today’s deck was my Astro Ascension Deck and this is what my team wanted to tell me as we were dining together today.

VENUS  (LIGHT OF BEAUTY)  GROWING IN LOVE & ABUNDANCE

CANCER  (I FEEL)  YOUR INTUITION KNOWS THE WAY

SCORPIO  (I DESIRE)  FIERCELY DEVOTED

 

I didn’t want it to stop so I pulled some more cards…

Essence of God 

The essence of God is within me.

I was born magnificent.

I am the miracle I’ve been waiting for.

 

I Allow Myself to Receive

My needs are always known by my Divine Self, even before I ask. I give thanks and allow myself to receive. Countless blessings always come to me effortlessly.

 

And then of course this one popped out. Always about the magic of timing.

The message on the lady’s bag who was working out next to me was pretty awesome as well…

Namaste